Sa loob ng 3weeks, ganun lang ang routine, well except that wierd- 'Zach guy' who pissed me off last time. Hindi na yun naulit at hindi ko narin siya nakita which is good dahil palagi naman silang nagde-date sa labas. Pero palagi naman akong napaparanoid dahil feeling ko may nakatingin palagi sa akin. Whatever. Nevertheless I still thankGod for granting my wish----
"Hello everybody! My boyfriend is here, so can you please go upstairs and leave us alone here in the living room?" Putang-ina. Eto na ba ang expiration date ng wish ko?.
Thea and I were currently here at the living room watching some stuffs in the Tv. It's Saturday, so meaning no classes.
Kahit medyo naiinis si Thea sa tinuran ni Stacy at mag-co-complain pa sana pero I just gave her 'let's-go-look'. Umalis na kami at nagsipunta sa mga kwarto-kwarto namin.
Humiga ako sa kama ng nakatihaya. 'Kamusta na kaya siya? ' Fuck! Bakit ba lumabas iyon bigla sa isip ko? 'Nakamove-on na ako. Tapos.'
'But you miss him. Don't deny it!."my subconcious interrupted my thoughts.
Ahh! Nababaliw na ata ako. Fuck! Fuck! Pati sarili ko kinakausap ko na! Putangina ng kaputanginahan ng putanginang lalake sa pagwasak ng putangina kong puso. Putangina talaga.
I got up from the bed. Pupunta nalang ako sa Jj's coffee shop malapit rito,may free wifi pa doon.Linagay ko sa bagpack ko yung laptop at pati cellphone . I changed my clothes into knee pants and just a black vneck shirt. I wore my nike shoes and my white Nike cap.
I'm walking downstairs when I caught Zach looking at me. Wierd. I just ignored him and continued walking.
Jj coffee shop is just only 3 minutes walking distance.
Pagkaupo ko sa pinakapaborito kong pwesto sa coffee shop na ito ay lumapit kaagad si Leni, one of the servers.
"Goodafternoon Miss Les, What's your order?" magiliw niyang sabi. Madalas kasi ako dito kaya she fucking know me.
"The usuall." I answered in monotone voice habang inilalabas ko ang laptop sa bag.
"Coming up!" She chirped and walk away.
I opened my laptop and connect it to the wifi immediately. I log in to my facebook account.
It's been a long time.
I'm scrolling to my newsfeeds when I receive a message.
Julian Ruiz: Kamusta ?
My breathing hitched. I--d-on't know what to react. Am I going to reply him? Then suddenly the memories appeard in my head again.
I should not feel this fucking way, 3 months na ang nakakalipas so I'm fucking moved on. So I should stop acting like I'm still fucking affected.
"But you are!" My subconcious shouted.
Just shut the fuck up.
My hands quivered as I type , "I'm fucking good." send!
Wow! I should congratulate myself for that. Dapat ipakita kong hindi na ako apektado sa kaniya.
"By cursing?" my subconcious scoffed. I just ignored her.
After a 3seconds he replied.
Julian Ruiz : "You cursed."
For him, it's really innapropriate if a girl cursed. So I did follow him.Kasi ayaw ko maturn-off siya sa akin. NUON. Now? hah! I fucking don't care if he will hate me,oh so do I.
BINABASA MO ANG
SIGN OF THE TIMES
Sonstiges"She's an angel until someone came into her life and made her a demon." But there's this another man, who's willing to enter into her stone heart. Can HE turn her back into a sweet angel or HE'LL make her feel worst? ------------ Lc
