Jenna's POV:
I walked into my hotel room and made my way to my bed. I jumped onto the bed and sighed. I needed to choose, but I couldn't decide who.
I love Richard and I always have but ever since he cheated on me I can't trust him, What he did was unforgivable and unforgettable but I can't stop thinking about him, well at least I thought I couldn't but I was wrong, thats when Matt came along.
Matt helped me forget about my pain and he helped me move on, he became my best friend and before I even knew it I fell for him, and I thought he did too. But I was wrong about him, I thought he was different but he's like all the other guys. Even though he's put me through this I still love him but I don't know who to choose. Maybe I'm better off without Matt and Richard, maybe I need them, or maybe I only need one of them in my life.
As I sat there in my own thoughts there was a knock on the door, I sat up and called out.
"Come in"
The door opened slowly and Karen walked in the room.
"Kazza! What are you doing here?" She smiled and sat down next to me and pulled me into a hug.
"oh you know, thought I'd just take a casual trip to America. Besides Arthur has a panel tomorrow so I came to surprise him as well."
"I'm glad you came" I pulled out of the hug and smiled at her
"So whats going on? Any new gossip?" Karen said with a slight smirk on her face.
"When isn't there?" I said rolling my eyes and laughing, Karen sat opposite me and crossed her legs and rested her elbows on her knees.
"Tell me everything"
"Well I kinda got with Richard, again."
"Wait what? Why? Don't you remember what he put you through Jen?"
"I know I know, but he begged me and wouldn't stop asking me so I felt bad and said yes. But I feel so bad about it, I still can't trust him, not yet anyway, I also love Matt and I can't stop thinking about him. I don't know what to do Kaz, It's killing me as I can't stop thinking about who to trust."
"Just follow your heart Jen, I know how cliche that sounds but trust me, you will know who to go for, but it might take some time. I'm going to go to Arthur's now, I'll call you tonight and we'll go out for a drink?" Karen smiled at me as I nodded, we hugged each other goodbye before Karen left, once she was gone I decided to try and get some well needed sleep.
Authors note:
Hey guys! I am so sorry for not updating in such a long time! I know this is a short chapter but the next one will be far better and longer! Anyways I hope you are all okay and don't forget to follow me, add this to your library, favourite and comment :)
Ily all and peace - Aimee x
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