I feel like nobody loves me. It seems like everyone is out to get me. Sometimes I want to just kill my self. I have 2 fucked up parents. My favorite brother died. I be samned if I let another loved one leave my life. But I know that.....I have to st...
I was up cleaning up, before every one woke up. That was some real crazy shit💯. But I knew there was always some off about Ruby. She wouldn't have just picked with Mila like that for know reason. I shook my head just thinkin bout dis shit.
But anyways. I want to take Mila shopping today, just to get her mind off the situation that happened yesterday. I was just in the living room watching TV. Then I heard feet come down the stairs. I looked at the stairs, and it was Mila. I smiled. She smiled back, and came and sat next to me.
Nicki: Morning sunshine.
Mila:*laughs* GoodMorning Nicki. *looks around* I see ya cleaned up all tha blood stains an shit.
Nicki: Yeh. When I looked at it I got annoyed as fuck, so I cleaned it.
She nodded.
Nicki: I wanna take ya shopping and stuff girl. Relax, and shit so we can get what happened yesterday off are mind.
Mila: Ight. Lemme go get changed, and tell Aug imma be leavin. He hates when ion tell him when I'm goin some where, I said getting up.
Nicki: *giggles* ok.
I then got up, and went to my room. Since I already took a shower, I got dressed. (Outfit below)
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I grabbed my purse, then headed back downstairs, and waited on Mila. I then heard her coming down the stairs. Awll she looked cute😊. (Mila Outfit Below)
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Nicki: This is the most girlyist thing I've ever seen you wear.
She giggled, then we walked out the house. We got in my car witch was a pink Range Rover. We started in, then I headed to the mall.
30 min later
Me and Mila arrived at the Mall. We got out then headed inside. We got by the door, a few paparazzi people popped out. Me and Mila posed for a few, then went inside.
The first store we went in was forever 21.
Mila POV
Me, and Nicki split up looking at different stuff. As I was lookin at these cute sweat shirts. I was lookin down moving while looking at the sweat shirts, I bumped into somebody.
Mila: Sorry, I said still lookin down.
??: Ya ight Mila J😏.
The voice was kinda deep. I could tell it was a light skin. Don't ask me how I can tell the difference between dark skins, and light skins voice😂💯. I looked up at the nigga, and GODDAM😛. I smiled at him, then looked back down at the sweat shirts.
??: Dang not even gone ask what ma name is, I said smirking.
Mila: That's because I'm not interested.
??: Hard to get I see.
Mila: "Not at all. I'm just taken", I said walking to another spot with him following me. "How don't you know that"?
??: I do.
Mila: Then why ya still talkin ta meh😕?
??: Cause I can.
I signed. Dis nigga fine an all, but he staring ta get on ma nervous.
??: Look ma, if ya just ask me what's ma name I'll leave ya alone, I said smirking.
Mila:*signs and look at him* What's ya name.
??: Ma name is James.
Mila: Ok. Bye James, I said lookin up at me.
He smirked, giggled, then walked somewhere else. I turned back around, and picked up, then black one. (Pic Below )
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As I was holding it up while looking at it, I felt someone's presents by me. I turned around, and James was behind meh.
Mila: Can I help you😕?
Jam: Damn. A nigga can't say bye.
Mila: Bye.
He looked at me, waved then walked out the store. I signed, and grabbed a few panties an bra set, then walked over to the check out. After I was done paying for it, I waited on Nicki. Few min later she payed for all her stuff, then we headed to anotha store.
30 min later
Me and Nicki was done shopping for the day. We grabbed all are stuff, and was heading back to her car. Once we gone there, we put are stuff in the trunk, then got in. Once we was strapped in, we headed back to the beach house.
30 min later
We arrived at the house. We grabbed all are bags, then headed inside. When we got inside, everyone was chillin. Me and Nicki took are stuff upstairs, and put it in are rooms. I then went back downstairs, and sat in the kitchen. I then felt something heavy on my arm. I looked at my arm, and realized that I still had my purse on. I giggled, then went in my purse to grab my phone.
As I grabbed my phone, I grabbed a piece of paper with it. I raised up my eyebrow, then looked at the paper. It had a number on it. I looked below it, and there was James name. He must have snuck it in there when he came by me the second time. I laughed a little loud.
Aug: What's funny, I wanna laugh😕.
Mila:*clears throat* N-Nothing.
He raised his eyebrow at me, looked at me for at while, then walked back off. I signed, and put the number back in my purse, but in one of the little pockets.
I swear August be giving me the most evilist looks. He just looks evil to me, but fine at the same time. I then got up, and headed upstairs because nigga's tired. I'll just take my shower inna morning😩. I put on an oversized shirt, then layed down dosing off slowly😴.
