I feel like nobody loves me. It seems like everyone is out to get me. Sometimes I want to just kill my self. I have 2 fucked up parents. My favorite brother died. I be samned if I let another loved one leave my life. But I know that.....I have to st...
Mila POV Before everyone got up, I decided to go for a walk on the path thats close to the beach house. It was 5 o'clock in the morning. I don't know why I woke up this early. Do I decided to go for a walk. As I was walking, I decided to......call Rhianna🤦🏽♀️. Still don't get why she just don't call first. I hesitated as I clicked on her number. Welp.....here goes nothing😤.
Phone Convo
Rhi: H-Hello.
Mila: Hello Rhianna.
Rhi: What you got another plane to come attack us.
Mila: You mean you, and yo clones. But no. I just wanted to um.....stop this bullshit Ight.
Rhi: Finally. I thought you would never ask.
Mila: I was really hoping you come to me first, but what ever.
Rhi: Yeh. Now we can go back to our normal famous lives. Forget all this shit happened.
Mila: *noddes as if she can see me* How all this start anyways.
Rhi: I don't know. That's how you know it was for sum stupid. But umm...what are you doing?
Mila: *chuckles* Taking a walk on the bah by the beach house.
Rhi: Awe.
Mila: Yeh. Well um yeh. Bye now.
Rhi: Tootles.
End of Convo
That went smoother than I thought. I then began to think, about life now. Life would be so much smoother. I then realized that I just hired all these niggas for know reason😂🤦🏽♀️. Well that's because I didn't plan on putting a stop to this stupid shit, until Cam talked me into it. I swear he's always been a smooth talker to me. I then thought about all my kids, family, group family, and my fiancé. But the thing is, the thought of killing, and dieing was still in my mind. There's hasn't been a day that I haven't thought about it. I try to not think about it, but I can't.
I then came to an bridge that you walk ok that was built in the lake. (Pic below)
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This is what it looked like right now at 5 sum in the morning. I don't know why it was so dark, but I didn't mind. I walked by the edge of the little bridge. I looked down at the water, then back up at the sky. I decided to sit down, and take in this beautiful view. I was rocking side to side in my own little world. I slowed my eyes, as I mummed "Right My Wrongs" By Bryson Tiller. I then heard a little park of the bridge creak. But I didn't mind. I just kept rocking. Next thing you know, I feel threw it falling into the deep water. I couldn't swim or nothing. I started to scrim. I felt the nasty salt water went into my nose, and mouth. I then felt my self.....being still. My eyes closed and then......
