Promise You Won't Leave Me| Kellic

19.

Kellin's POV

It's been a while since I saw the doctor. She probably thinks I'm dead now, and to be honest, I'm not surprised. As hard as it is to say, I should've died a while ago now.

But I know I can't deny it. I'm not sure if I'll last longer than a week. It feels strange. Like everything's rushing by really quickly, like all the time in the world is running out. Which for me, it is.

I sighed. Why did today feel so strange. Maybe this is what it feels like to die I thought to myself. Is this really going to be my last day alive? I quickly brushed away the thoughts before I got too deep and it affected my mood for the rest of the day.

Vic and I were meeting up with Jaime, Mike, Tony, Gabe, Nick, Justin, and Jack today. Copeland was coming too. I'm excited to tell them all about our holiday, they heard about the break in but nothing about what happened yesterday with Mr McCracken, we've decided we're not going to bring this up.

I splashed cold water onto my face, it really refreshed me. I could hear Vic waking up. I stepped out of our En suite and looked at him, smiling. His hair was flopped over his face. He smiled and moved his hair out of his face. My smile faded. 'Oh my god.' I whispered. 'W-what?' Vic stuttered running over to the mirror and examining his face. I probably shocked him, he's very self conscious. I never got that about Vic, he's perfect. I wish he'd understand that. 'Oh sorry, I didn't mean to sound rude!' I said quickly as Vic stared into the mirror, his eyes wide open. On his face was a massive, purple bruise that he must've got yesterday.

'How are you going to hide that?' I asked as he tried to push his bangs over it. 'I-I don't know.' He said quickly. 'I'll tell them I fell down the stairs, but I know Mike won't buy it. He probably still remembers last time I had injuries.' He muttered, sighing.

I groaned. 'You can borrow my foundation but it isn't your skin tone.'

He shook my head. 'Don't worry about it.'

Vic walked into the bathroom to brush his teeth. I stared at my self in the mirror. I felt happy today, but there didn't seem to be a spark in my eye. There wasn't any life. What's going on with me today? I wondered to myself. I had my theories, I just hoped they weren't real.

I perched on The edge of my bed and stared at the floor. My chest felt empty. My heart felt like it was running out of beats. What's happening. This is too soon. I'm not ready yet.

I started to panic. My face crumpled up and I started to sob.

'Hey!' I heard a soothing voice whisper. 'Hey, it's okay.' I felt the warmth of vic's hand on my back. He wiped a falling tear off my cheek with his thumb. 'What's wrong?' He asked, worried. I shook my head. 'I-i don't know. Something just doesn't feel right!' I panicked, looking at his face. I could see dread form in his eyes. I could tell he's thinking what I'm thinking.

He shook his head. 'You'll be okay, you'll be fine.' He whispered. I nodded and wiped a tear. I felt something wrap itself around my leg. I wiped my eyes and looked down to see Copeland's beautiful, blond hair, her face squished against my leg. I laughed slightly, but it was a sad laugh, a laugh that bought more tears. I looked at Vic, who was biting his lip with watery eyes. He caught me looking at him and quickly left the room, tears rolling down his face.

I picked up Copeland and sat her on my knee. 'What's wrong daddy?' She asked. I wiped another tear that was making its way down my face. I shook my head and smiled slightly.

'nothing I'm fine, just remember, I love you so so much, and I always will. No matter what. Okay?' I said. She nodded and smiled. 'I love you too daddy!' She giggled. She buried her head in my chest and I rested my chin on her head, more tears forming. I looked up and saw Vic standing in the door frame, his head rested on it.

'Ready?' I asked, studying the clothes he had put on. He smiled slightly and nodded. 'Come on then.' I said to Copeland, swinging her other my shoulder and taking vic's hand.

This may be my last time seeing them.

The likely thing is, the next time they'll see me is at my funeral.

I shook the though out my head and squeezed vic's hand, kissing his soft lips.

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