Chapter 3: losing it

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Chloe's POV:
It's been weeks, and graduation keeps nearing and we have yet to figure out what we are gonna do. I don't wanna leave Beca, I love her way to much. I'm losing my mind, I can't keep this charade up for much longer. Either she talks to me, or I'll have no choice but to follow my dreams and leave.
It was about 2 in the afternoon, and Chloe hasn't seen Beca since yesterday, starting to worry she nonstop texts Beca...

| Chloe | 2:34pm
Babe. Honestly. I can't keep playing this game. We need to talk. Now.

| Chloe | 3:30pm
You're making this very hard on me. I get it, it's hard, but do you really think shutting me out is the right way to keep me in your life?

| Chloe | 4:15pm
Beca....

| Chloe | 5:00
Honestly. What the hell are you doing? Why can't you answer me? I know you're not busy.

| Chloe | 5:45pm
Fine. Fuck it. Don't answer me.

Hours have passed and still no word from Beca, Chloe, growing angry, runs downstairs to the Bella's to vent.

"I can't fucking handle this guys" Chloe said as she flopped on the couch angry and trying not to cry.

"What's up red, why so down" Cynthia rose asks

"Beca, she's been so distant, she hasn't been talking to me, we haven't fucked in almost a month, which if you know us is so not normal, she's gone super early in the morning and comes back late at night" Chloe whined.

"Have you guys been fighting?" Emily added in.

"Yeah, we never stop, these past two months have been nothing but fighting" Chloe said sadly.

"Would you like me to talk to her? I mean, I can call you and hide my phone and you can listen in on the conversation" Fat Amy said proud of her plan!

"You'd do that?" Chloe asked shocked. "I mean, I know Beca is your best friend and her trust means a lot to you, I wouldn't want to risk that"

"It'll be fine, I can't stand to see bloe lose it's magic, you guys gave me hope" Amy said sweetly. "Let me get ahold of her and when the time is right I'll call you and we can figure out what's going on, deal?"

"Deal" Chloe beamed!

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Beca's POV:
My phone has been going off nonstop. I can't handle this. I know ignoring her isn't the right thing, but all I know is, I'm going to L.A, and if she can't expect that then I don't know what to tell her. I love this girl so much, id do anything for her, but she's asking me to move to Seattle and give up my dreams? Really. I can't do that. I also know if Seattle is what she wants then she has to go, I can't be the one to stop her, I'm willing to try the distance thing, but it's gonna be extremely hard, I'm a very clingy person believe it or not. Love man, it tears you apart.
Beca's thoughts got away from her, realizing fat Amy has called her 45 times, she fears something must be wrong, she calls fat Amy back.
"Hey, what's wrong?" Beca said with a worried tone.
"Meet me at our secret cafe, 20 minutes" Amy said before hanging up, not giving Beca any time to respond.
About 20 minutes has passed and Beca was hesitant to go, fearing Amy would bring Chloe.
Beca finally got to the cafe, sitting in her car for another 5 minutes, thinking, she gets out and finds fat Amy and only fat Amy. Beca sits down. "So. What's up? Why are we here" Beca says confused.
"I need to know what's wrong Beca, you won't talk to Chloe, she's freaking out, what's wrong, best friend to best friend" fat Amy said as she secretly dialed Chloe's number and got her on the phone, placing her phone face down on the table, so that way Chloe could hear the conversation.
"What's wrong with me? Let's see. I'm freaking out about graduation, I'm trying to find places to work at in L.A, my girlfriend doesn't want me to go to L.A, she wants to go to Seattle, I on the other hand don't wanna go, we fight, nonstop, it's all just so stressful, I feel like we aren't even the same people anymore. I don't know, I love her, I do, so much, more than I'll ever be able to say, but these past few months, it's been hard to connect, it was easy when we had like 3 years till graduation, and we would talk about our future, but graduation is literally 2 weeks away, and I'm stressed Amy, I'm fucking stressed" Beca said, putting her head down, beginning to cry.
"So what does that mean? Are you ending it with Chloe" fat Amy said scared.
"No no. I would never. It just means that we will have to try long distance, and I'm afraid because look how fucking hot she is, any guy or girl is gonna be all over her, and I'm not gonna be there to tell them to fuck off and she's mine. Because she's mine. All mine, losing her is never gonna be an option" Beca said, sitting up, a glow to her face, every time she talked about Chloe her day turned around. She loved this girl more than life.
"I have to go, I have to go find Chloe" Beca said with a big beaming smile!

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