"I promise" [Phan]

baby-blue eyes

It was as if someone had pointed a gun at him- he was frozen. He wasn't exactly scared of the boy, he was just scared because he didn't know what he was going to do or how he was going to react. Gulping once more, he stared wide eyed at the other in hope that he would just leave and not say anything.

"Hey, um, Dan?" The punk whispered, noticing the tears that were still in his eyes. Daniel wasn't really comfortable enough with this boy yet to talk to him, especially not now because of what he's seen. Phil sighed quietly, slowly walking towards him and sitting next to him. Feeling his heart beat increase, Dan moved away slightly.

"I-um.." The cocoa eyed boy muttered, trying to think of something to say. He fixed his eyes onto the carpet before shutting them completely, wanting to just disappear. Phil watched him for a moment before wrapping his arms around the other boy and holding him close. As soon as Phil touched him, his eyes shot open and looked up at the boy with the multiple piercings and tattoos. Only then did he notice how beautiful his eyes were - like a baby blue. An innocent blue. Although, his eyes didn't really match his appearance, he hoped they matched his personality at least.

"You don't have to say anything, okay? I'm here and everything's okay. If you're ever upset about something, please call me and i'll come and make it all better. I promise." The punk whispered, closing his eyes and smiling to himself. Phil didn't know this cute pastel boy at all, but he felt like he needed to protect him for some reason. And he wasn't like this to most people, but it was just something about this boy that made his tummy tingle. Dan muttered a quiet "okay" and closed his eyes too, calming down quite a bit.

Tuesday ; 3:45am
Now, I never let myself get close with people, especially since most people  just break my heart wether they're dating me or just friends. But I feel so weird around this boy, like I kinda wanna to get close to him? He seems pretty nice, but then again, everyone's like that right? Everyone tells you "i'm here for you" and then they just go and leave you in the dirt, wishing you never let them in. I'm so vulnerable, aren't I?

Daniel bit his lip gently, getting up and setting the book of exactly 137 pages onto his cream coloured desk along with the crimson red-purple pencil placed perfectly on top of the book. He made his way back to his bed and sighed quietly to himself, resting his head against his soft-velvety pillow and letting his thoughts automatically trail off on their own. This would usually happen, he would stay up late as hell just thinking and writing. Because he couldn't sleep, all those stupid mental disorders that he had stopped him from sleeping so he would usually take small naps during the day and then stay up all night. But it's not like he wanted to stay up, he would try so hard to fall asleep but his thoughts would just ponder on about everything.

Before turning his lamp off to completely loose himself in the darkness, which he usually did, he felt his phone vibrate against the bedside table. Biting his lip nervously, he picked it up and read carefully through the long text.

Goodnight Dan, I hope you get enough sleep. Try to sleep princess, it'll help. But it's okay if you can't because I understand, I'll see you tomorrow if you want? Xx -phil

Clenching his fist, he threw his phone onto the bed and buried his face in the pillow. What did Phil think he was doing? He couldn't let him flirt with him like this, because he knew he'd end up falling in love with a stupid punk boy and get his heart broken. After a couple of minutes of his head in the pillow, he grabbed his phone and began typing.

Goodnight. You don't have to come over tomorrow.

A flood of anxiety filled his tummy as he slowly pressed the 'send' button. He wasn't sure why he was anxious about this, but he was anxious about everything so it was pretty normal. Sighing, he turned his phone off and closed his eyes, beginning to feel slightly sleepy.