"I promise" [Phan]

its a secret

Saturday ; 12:00 (three weeks later)
You're very cute, I wish I didn't feel that way about you though.
I'm so scared to get my heart broken again.
You won't break my heart right? You keep telling me you won't, but it's so easy to say.
It's not like you like me that way anyway.
But you're so beautiful
no
that's not the word
mesmerising
alluring
the way your tongue slightly sticks out of your mouth when you laugh
your baby blue eyes that i could get lost in forever
stop it, stop being so beautiful

Dan smiled a little to himself, the punk boy glancing over at his writing which dan noticed and quickly covered it with his hand. "Don't read it" he mumbled, the punk boy just smiling. They'd become pretty good friends in the past three weeks, learning so much about each other. Still as intrigued as he was from the start to learn more. Phil knew there were going to be things that Dan wouldn't tell him, but he wanted to know everything about him for some reason.

"Sorry- it just looked interesting, that's all" He smiled softly, running his fingers through Dans cinnamon locks. Even after three weeks, they'd still just been hanging out in the pastel boys bedroom since, Dan would not go outside. But they were taking small steps and Phil was patient enough to wait until he was ready. "Interesting? If anything it's pretty stupid. I just write down whatever's on my mind in there."

"Well, I'm sure whatever's in there it's very interesting, even if you don't think so" Phil smiled comfortingly, looking over at the desk holding a medium-sized mirror and a couple pieces of makeup. Intriguing. After staring at his desk with a soft smile worn on his pale lips for a couple of seconds the silence was broken by a cute giggling Dan sitting next to him. "What?" Phil mumbled, poking Dans sides which just made him giggle more.

"Are you having a staring contest with my desk or something?" The pastel boy joked playfully. He was never like this around people but, as always, there was just something about Phil that made him feel safe and comfortable. That didn't mean he would tell him all his secrets, though, after all- they'd only known each other for 3 weeks.
"Yeah, and I'm winning believe it or not!" Phil played along, grinning cheekily. He liked acting like this with this boy, this strange boy. Not a bad strange though, a good strange.

"Oh really?" Dan raised his eyebrow a little, giggling cutely to himself and shaking his head at how the other was acting. "You're so childish" He mumbled, smiling to himself. It was stupid, really. Dan was letting himself get close with this boy, what happens if they fall in love? Although, that boy didn't look like the type to fall in love.
Phil shook his head in disagreement, rolling his eyes playfully at the other before cupping his chin and moving a little closer to him.

"You're the childish one, Princess" He whispered in his ear, which sent shivers down the pastel boys spine but he tried to ignore it. Dan bit his lip gently. What kind of game was this boy playing? What the hell was he doing? Either way, Dan secretly liked it but he couldn't let Phil know that. A couple seconds later, Phil took his hand away and wrapped his left arm around Dans waist, grinning to himself. "You know, there's so many places i'd like to take you, but they're all outside" Phil mumbled, looking down at the other boy.

Dan bit his lip a little harder, looking down and beginning to nervously fiddle with his fingers. "Why are you so scared of going outside anyway?" Phil asked gently. He wasn't going to push Dan to tell him or anything like that, but he was curious. Because he'd never heard of someone being scared of going outside before. The cinnamon haired boy just shook his head, looking back up at the other boy. "It's a secret.." He muttered, but it was loud enough for Phil to hear which made him softly sigh and nod his head.

He wanted to be close enough to Dan so that he would trust him and tell him all his secrets, which he seemed to have a lot of, but he knew it would take a while since Dan didn't look like he wanted to reveal them anytime soon.
Phil nodded slowly, calmly running his fingers through Dans hair as he softly hummed. A small smile tugged at Dans lips as he started to feel content and relaxed.