Tainted Love.

Cheated.

It had been 2 weeks since our whole secret relationship started. It has been going good, but he acts cold to me at school, not cold but.. He doesnt act close to me. He sometimes pulls me into empty classrooms, and we sit down there and talk. Other then that, there is no communication between us.

I sighed loudly, as i tapped the blue 4-pen on my heavy maths book. I leaned on my hand, as i looked outside the window. I really wasnt in the mood for listening to all this teachers bullcrap. I blocked her out, and continued to stare out the window. I then usually grab my pen and pretend to write, so it wont look obvious.Anyway, today i looked nice.. I look nice now, like i do my hair and all, so i look good. Not only does John like me, but a few other boys do too.

I looked at David quickly, as he also looked at me. I smiled quickly, as he smiled back.

Now, i would so freaking date David, he is beautiful.. He is beautiful. But, i cant.. I really do like John i guess. But inside me i feel bad for liking John. John acts like a jerk at school, but when his not at school he acts so nice and humble. He actually acts so nice. But at school, he acts so weird. I dont like that way of him. Also, lately that Sarah bitch is trying to get her claws into John. My eyes burn into hers as she touches John, and tries to steal his heart.. I must admit, i do get jelous. Another thing i dont understand, he went out with Sarah at one stage. Everyone knew, but with me.. No one fucking knows. Its not fair. Is he embarrassed to be around me? If so.. thats dog. Like, i would like to be with him out in public, but he denies it. I try telling him lets go public, but he denies it.. Ass. I sighed loudly as i sang in my head. I hummed quietly to myself as i counted down the time. The time goes so slow.. Uhhh, it kills me.

I sat patiently, waiting for the bell. I finally heard the bell, i grabbed all my books and walked out. It was finally lunch. After this we only have 2 periods, and thats sports. I walked to Jodies locker, and waited for her to finish. We walked together to the canteen, i got into line and i just got an apple. I then walked back to our groups table and sat quietly waiting for the rest to come. I sometimes made eye contact with John over the canteen, and he smiled softly, and when someone saw he quickly straightened his mouth. Thats really harsh man.

It was finally time for sport, i got dressed into my sports clothes, and walked into the gym. I sat against the grey coloured wall as i drank my water. I waited for everyone to come. And finally everone walked in, including the teacher. A few of my friends also swapped to sports, so now theres Jodie and David in here also. So its Jodie, David, Aubrey and me. I usually team up with David or Jodie, not Aubrey. I really cant stand her anymore, but i act as if i can. She is so freaking stuck up its not funny. Mentioning her name makes me frustrated, so i stopped thinking of her and payed attention to the teacher. Johns friends didnt come today, i think they were too bothered bludging. I listened to our teacher.

"Todays lesson is on soccer. First we go on to some skills, then we play a game. Deal?" He smiled at us as we all replied with a simple 'deal'. Some girls groaned at the sport we were playing, but i smiled. I liked soccer.

"So, get into groups of 4 and then go into lines." He instructed as David pointed to us 4. I smiled as we all got into line.

"So, we start off with dribbling the ball. 1, 2, 3. First ones dribble!" He cheered as David ran with the ball swiftly. He was versing Madisson, John, Tyler and Matt. David had came at the same time as John. I quickly went on with the ball, quickly running, as i nearly fell. I laughed to myself, as i kicked the ball over to Aubrey. Bitch. She groaned as she took the ball, and super failed. I wanted to laugh, but i didnt. I held myself back. Then Jodie went on, she was acually good. I cheered her on as she came and we quickly sat down. I looked left to see John cheering Sarah, she was in his team. Ofcourse. I rolled my eyes in annoyance as she came back. She hi-fived his hand as she sat behind him.

"Okay, now lets play a match?.. 2 teams of 12." He said as we got into a team.

We had David, Aubrey, Jodie, Matt, Tyler, Madisson, Shanae, Lola, George, Brandon, Alex and me.

It was a good team. We wore red coloured bands. We needed to kick ass.

Our coach used the whistle, and we started to play. I was playing defense, mind me.. I was good. We had Matt as goal keeper, and the rest were playing. 6 were on field, 6 off field. So it was good. We played good, i ran from side to side, waiting to take the ball off anyone. Then John came running, i stepped infront of him, trying to defend, he smashed into me, as i fell on the floor. All the blood rushed to my brain, as i scrunched into a ball. The coach rang the bell as he came over to me. Everyone circled around me, as i struggled to breathe.

"EVERYONE MOVE. MAKE ROOM. MOVE BACK!" The coach shouted as everyone backed away.

From the corner of my eye i could see John, looking at me in concern. I coughed loudly, as the coach lifted me up. He touched my arm,

"Did you fall on your arm?" He asked me, as his eyes filled with concern.

I nodded my head as i coughed.

"David, take her to the sickbay.." My couch said as David came next to me. He looked so worried. He grabbed me softly, as he wrapped my arms around his neck, as he held my waist.

"Let me take her." John budded in.

"Coach told me too. She wants me too, not you." He said coldly, as he greased John.

"Who cares? I did it, let me take her." He said as he tried to pick me up.

"Stop." I winced in pain, as i looked at him.

David continued to walk me to the sick bay. He walked slowly, step by step.

"Are you okay Alexis?" He asked me worriedly.

I nodded my head. I lied.

"No your not, take slow steps. Dont rush yourself. Im going to kill him for doing this too you." He breathed as he looked ahead.

"No dont, its not his fault." I replied softly.

We finally made it to the sick bay, he knocked nervously at the door, as there was no answer. He opened it, and looked around. He shrugged, as he put me on the bed. I sat in pain as he went to close the door. I sat there in pain, as i rubbed my right arm. I sobbed quietly, as he wiped the tears under my eyes. I looked up to him, as my lips trembled.

"Your going to be okay.. Your going to be okay." He hushed me, as i felt better.

I half smiled as i looked into his blue eyes.

He suddenly got very close to me, and before i knew it he had kissed me. I dont know why, but i gave in. I kissed him back. What are you doing? Omg. Alexis Stop! Stop. I quickly stopped and broke apart, as i quickly got up. He looked at me blankly.

"I- I- uh- Gotta go to the t-toilet." I stuttered as i slowly walked out of the sick bay. I tried to speed walk it to the toilets. I got in the toilets and sank onto the floor.

My best friend had just kissed me, and i gave in. It did feel good, but it felt wrong. I kind of cheated on John, i cheated on John. I sat there as worry rushed over me.