Love Me |Ninjago Oneshots|

You Know What They Say About First Love

((Based off a true story haha.. this is really long so I've split it into two parts. This is part one of course lol
I've been too depressed to draw so I had to use this one I srry
Creds to DrawingInterest on DA))

Morro X Lloyd was most fitting for this situation

~Lloyd's POV~

I was a fool blinded by love.

"I guess what they say about your first love is true, haha..."

I'm alone now.

~Valentine's Day~

I repeat the same phrase to myself as I go through the morning motions, "He's not gonna get you anything; don't get upset."

After taking a shower and pacing around reciting that line, I text him the same thing I do everyday: "Can I come?"

As always, it was to no avail.

I ask that because I used to be able to go see visit him every morning for ten minutes every morning. It always put me in a positive mood, unless he was negative himself.. which brings me to the fact that lately I've been able to see him less and less. Now I'd say I can see him once out of every fourteen days.

For a while now, things between us haven't necessarily been the best. Well, in the first six months, everything was really happy and my life couldn't be any better. He cared so much about me! I loved it so much. We were inextricably bound together. We dreamed of our future together: cute scenarios, what kind of pets we'll have, and personally I loved imagining everyday life when we'd be living together. I would come home from a bad day and he would cuddle with me so I would cheer up or I would fall asleep on the couch and he would tuck me into bed. We would sometimes stay up late and he texted me, "I wanna fall asleep with you." He would say we'll get to have Thanksgiving together in a few years, and celebrate holidays together. I really really looked forward to the future..

He talked about us laying on chairs at the beach when the sun was setting and we would hug, kiss or both. He would say cute things that entangled me further into love, like how much he loved me, convince me I'm not a terrible person, wish me well when I was under the weather, and he loved saying how people would be disgusted with how affectionate we were.

He made me feel like I finally belonged in the world. Before I met him, life was lonely and had no meaning.

My phone buzzes:

Morro: "I have stuff to do, so no you cannot come"

It's okay, I was expecting that, but... last night I told him I wanted to see him today. I thought maybe I could for once see him on Valentine's Day of all days, but I guess not. I mean, he has said before Valentine's Day was one of those "fake holidays" so why would I expect him to do anything special. Still, I would like a least a little hug or something. It's been absolute ages since he's done anything romantic or caring. He used to help me with my problems and my mental issues, but now he just says, "You need to learn to deal with it yourself" or "Get over it" or "How can something as little as that stress you out? Wow" Jesus..

I wait and wait for the time to come when... I guess you could say he's forced to see me. He has a set schedule where he can only go the laundromat at a certain time. I always meet him there.

Once I arrive, I find him sitting down on his phone yawning.

"I told you to get some sleep, please." I playfully scold him and poke his tummy(his weak spot hehe).

Morro smiled, "Thanks, Mom."

I did not even care he called me mom. He. Smiled. Even though it was a little one; he still smiled. Everyday I try so hard to make that beautiful damn attractive smile appear on his face but my efforts are in vain. Yet when he talks to anyone else, he laughs and smiles. What am I doing wrong? I work to the max everyday to be positive even when things are shit. I asked him why he never laughs anymore around me and he said, "I just can't be silly like I used to with you. Even in the future, it won't be possible because of your actions."