TW: Self hatred, strong language, mentions of suicide(ish)
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I wish I was confident. I wish I didn't hate myself so much. I wish I could just be fucking happy. I can't go anywhere without being self conscious.I was walking around gravity park and I started wondering how someone can simply be confident.
I can't fathom being the type of person who can just be content with how they look. I can't imagine how it would feel to love myself all day everyday without falter. I wonder on a daily basis how it feels to be happy with who you are and how you look. There are days I just want to die.
I hope one day I can confidently say I love myself. I hope one day can say that I'm happy with how I look. I hope that one day I don't hate myself more than anyone else in the world. I hope that I live to see that day.
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A Collection of Troubling Thoughts
RandomAs the titles says, I will probably be adding trigger warnings at the top before I publish them if I don't, be weary.
