TW: strong language, Self hate, and talk of self-harm (ish)
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I hate my body so fucking much. I'm to the point in which I'm willing to use ace bandages to bind. I honestly don't know what's hard to understand about somebody being trans. I'm not 'being fooled by the internet' and I'm not 'delusional'. It may turn out to be a faze but so fucking what. If it's a faze I don't have to wear a binder all my life. If it's a faze I can stop taking hormone blockers.

I honestly don't care if people call me by my birth name as long as its not them being a dickhead. My name is Ashen. My name is not Amara, or Mara, or Ms.Amara. It's Ashen or Ash or Ash Ketchum I don't fucking care as long as you don't call me Amara. I'm go by they/them or he/him pronouns not she/her pronoun. IT IS NOT THAT FUCKING HARD TO UNDERSTAND.

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