A Collection of Troubling Thoughts

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TW: strong language
General warning: talk of vomit and just gross shit in general.
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Do you ever get the feeling of puke slowing inching up your through like a demon slowly inching out of hell. Trying to rear its ugly head on the world as the vomit is trying to force your calorie intake of the day out of your body. I honestly hate puking but I feel like doing it.

I feel the vomit slowly trying to escape from the back of my throat. Everytime I relax the muscles at the start of my neck I feel the tightness you feel when you are about to just let it all loose. I fucking hate it. It makes me fall so disgusting and sick and just overall horrid.

I'd rater tie a noose around my neck only slightly loose enough not to choke all the air out of me for hours than have this feeling another minute. That was dramatic yes but what can I say I'm a drama king. A drama king that feels like showing you everything I've eaten in the past 24 hours in a porcelain bowl.

I f u c k i n g hate this feeling.