Chapter one - The meaning of life-

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What Is The meaning of life? I think about this so much that it could potentially be something I would need to see a therapist about because it's ruining my general life on the daily. Let's review;
I spent about 50% of my time worrying about the light hearted and fun topics such as death and if I'm contributing to society the way I was suppose to. Like hopefully we can agree that a significant amount of people in this society are fucked and have fucked everything up for the very few of us that are sane but I still can't help but feel that when I'm spending my last few moments on earth on my death bed (hopefully on a death bed and not dying because I got hit in the head with a brick or something) I will be thinking about all the things I could have done to provide for society.

I can't be the only one who thinks this. I mean to be fair my thoughts go to unimaginable places like if I was born for a reason and have to complete some weird tasks to have properly fulfilled my purpose as a human or by chance and that it was just unfortunate luck for my parents that it was this specific sperm to reach the egg but I wouldn't want to scar anyone with the graphic details, so I'll spare you.

For fucks sake, I'm not even religious and I still think, more often than not, about whether or not the world was in fact created by God in seven days or if it was the Big Bang theory. I've got my own pros and cons for both arguments but I'm still torn, and I think I will remain torn for as long as I live.

This is particularly annoying because I like to see things very black and white, have my own very strong opinion on things but with this it's not possible.

Anyway I'm sorry if I just hammered these thoughts into your head and now you're thinking about them non stop, just join the club.

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⏰ Last updated: Feb 19, 2017 ⏰

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