You're Mine (Camila/You)

Chapter 32

I had so many thoughts running through my mind. I missed her so much. Even bough she lived with me, it wasn't the same. My head landed in my palms as I sat on the patio. I rubbed my face and looked up at the sky. It was beautiful. There were so many stars. And the moon... it was so bright. Where was Camila anyway? I checked the time noticing it was pretty late. I opened up my contacts and decided to call her. There was no answer. Uh oh.

For some odd reason, I had Shawn's number. I instantly dialed it.
"Hello?" A tired voice sounded through the phone.

I cleared my throat and wiped my sweaty palm on my pants. "Hey, its Y/n," I heard him sigh. "Look, do you know where Camila is?" I quickly went to the point.

"Umm no, she ran off earlier," he said not worried at all.

I ran a hand through my hair with a brief huff. "Thanks anyway,"

"Bye dude," he almost ended it.

"WAIT! Where do you live? I need to find her," I stopped him.

The sound of him hanging up made me angry. Luckily, he sent me his address. I suppressed a sigh of relief and grabbed my keys heading out to my car.

I arrived at his house but drove past in search of Camila. She wasn't anyway on the streets. I searched the whole neighborhood and I even went on foot. She was nowhere. Then my suspicion got to me. What did Shawn do? I shook my head. He was acting too calm. Then my mind was racing.

Camila could've been hurt. What has he done? Then all these horrible thoughts flooded my mind. I groaned in frustration and sped walked towards the field to try and clear my mind. I plopped myself down in a random area and led my gaze towards the stars. This instantly made me forget about it all. After a while, I stood back up. I glanced around. My eyes landed on a figure in the distance. I squinted my eyes but that didn't help. I made my way towards it.

My feet stopped at a body laying in the grass motionless. My eyes widened when I noticed it was Camila. I crouched down and layed a hand on her shoulder. After no sign of movement, I started to shake her. A tired groan came from the small girl.

"Stop," she muttered.

I smiled realizing she wasn't dead. I kept shaking her which made her mad. She slapped me. I pulled away and put a hand to my face to feel the pain.

"Ow..." I whined.

Her eyes shot open and she sat up. Her cold hand replaced mine and her eyes were field with worry. "Oh my gosh, Y/n I'm so sorry." She cried.

I chuckled. "It's okay, banana," I mentally slapped myself harder than Camila had done.

She gave me a 'really' face and stood up. I stood up as well. We started walking back towards my car. The silence we shared was calm and peaceful but I decided to break it.
"Why were you out in that field asleep?"

A smiled creeped onto her face. "I wanted to look at the stars,"

Her vision clouded and knew that wasn't the full story. "Why?" I questioned trying to get it out of her.

"It's beautiful out here," she gulped.

I rolled my eyes. "Tell me the real reason," I continued.

"Fine," she mumbled. "Shawn was all over me." She confessed.

I balled my hand up in a fist remembering the other night. Her gaze shot towards my hand then at me. "That's why I came out here. It was too uncomfortable."

After saying that she smiled like an idiot. Why was she smiling because it was uncomfortable? She seemed to notice my confused face and continued on. "It was really uncomfortable I was just thinking of something else," she kept on smiling. Her contagious smile made me smile for no reason.

"What were you thinking?"

She gave a huge sigh and hesitated for a moment. She stopped walking and turned her body where it was facing me. "Look Y/n, when Shawn kissed me.." she trailed off.

You wanted to kill him. You hated it. You wanted to stab him. You wanted him to-

She cut my thought off. "I could only think of you. There were only flashes of me kissing you and it was confusing me. Y/n please tell me what our relationship was,"

I couldn't breathe. I gulped. We continued walking. "Well we loved each other," I started. "We had so much fun together alone and with friends. We would hang out on the beach, go jogging, go out to eat, all that cheesy stuff. Sometimes things would get intimate but not too often. You'd make breakfast or dinner sometimes." I didn't know what else to say. Honestly I could go on and on but it seemed like an awkward situation.

I glanced over at Camila. She was staring at her feet while walking. "You okay?" I broke the moment of silence.

She gave me a sly nod. "I'm s-sorry," she stuttered.

"For what?"

"For everything. I completely ignore you, I ditch you, I've been so rude lately. I don't even know why I go to Shawn." She started to tear up.

We reached the car and she stood next to it wiping her tears with her sleeve. I lightly held her face with my hands. "Camila there's no need for apologizing. It's honestly all good."

She tried holding a smile but she couldn't from her breakdown. "Let's just go back home," she mumbled.

I did as she asked and we started driving back home. We reached the house and she got out along with me. She stood behind me while I unlocked the door and I allowed her to step in. It was quiet between the two of us but I let it go. We headed our separate ways and I landed on my bed with a sigh. I took off my shirt and changed into some basketball shorts. I tucked myself under the covers and began to shut my eyes.

My eyes shot open as I heard a noise. I looked at the door to see Camila poking her head inside. "Can I sleep with you?"
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Sorry it was boring... and it took so long for me to update... it was just a quick update...