You're Mine (Camila/You)

Chapter 45

I was sitting on the couch on the bus alongside Lauren. A series of coughs broke free and Lauren looked at me with concern. "Camz, you alright?" She asked. I nodded in response and she gave me one last look before continuing to scroll through her phone. To be honest, I really wasn't fine. My stomach hurt and my throats felt soar from coughing. I was just sitting there waiting for Y/n to arrive. I fished for my phone in my pocket and pulled it out.

In the corner of my eye, I saw Lauren staring at my hand. I turned to look at her and she looked up at me with furrowed eyebrows and wide eyes. She snatched my hand and brought it up to her face to examine. Her jaw dropped and she looked me in the eyes. "You got a fucking tattoo?" She dropped my hand.

I slowly nodded in response and she punched me in the arm. "You know your mom is gonna kill you!" She exclaimed.

I rolled my eyes and giggled at her seriousness. "I already got permission,"

She looked at me in disbelief and shook her head. I let out another series of coughs and Ally walked in. "Who's coughing?" Ally asked looking at the two of us.

Lauren looked at me and I weakly rose my hand. Ally came over and sat next to me. I hid my hand so she wouldn't see and make a big deal out of it. "Are you okay?" She asked putting her hand to my forehead. I ruffled my eyebrows and nodded. "Yeah," I lied again.

"It doesn't really feel like it," she said taking her hand away from my head.

I shrugged my shoulders and let out a "Meh."

I got another stomach cramp and I held my stomach. The bus door opened and on came Y/n. He came over to give me a hug and kiss. I stood up and wore a smile on my face as I gave him a koala hug. He put me down and leaned in for kiss. I turned my head to the side so he kissed the corner of my lips. He raised an eyebrow and looked down at me. "Ally says I'm sick," I said followed by a cough.

Y/n glanced at Ally and then back to me. "So do you not want to go to the spa today?" He asked. I shrugged and he picked me up bridal style. My arms instinctively wrapped around his neck. "Y/n where are we going?" I asked with a laugh. I looked at Ally and Lauren who were smiling widely.

"If you're sick, I'm taking care of you," he said walking towards the door.

"See you later alligator," Lauren waved and we got off the bus.

He stepped down making me cough and he looked down at me concern in his eyes. He got onto his bus and layed me carefully down in the back area where he slept. "Lucky, you-" I was interrupted by a small cough. "You actually have a bed." He layed me down and plopped down next to me.

"Do you need anything?" He asked sitting up.

I shut my eyes and shook my head. I rasped out a quick "no" and he nodded. I opened my eyes to see him hovering over me ready to steal a kiss. I moved his face playfully and he frowned. "I'm sick Y/n," I groaned.

"I know but I want a kiss," he pouted.
"No," I protested.
"Please," he whined.
"No,"
"Please,"
"No,"
"Meany," he huffed.

I grinned and gave him a quick kiss. His eyes widened in shock and he frowned once more. "I see how it is," he mumbled and held me close. We stayed like that for a while until I couldn't stop coughing.

"You alright?" He sat up looking at me.

His eyes widened when he noticed red on the pillow. "Mila, you coughing blood!" He exclaimed pulling me up. My coughing stopped and I just stayed silent rubbing my stomach. He went over to grab a tissue and handed it to me. I wiped my mouth noticing the blood. I sighed contently and Y/n cleaned up the pillow.

"I don't think this is good," he commented after cleaning up.

"I'll be fine. It's just a one time thing,"

"I hope so," he leaned in for a kiss but stopped himself.

I layed my arm over my eyes and sighed. "Dammit," I muttered. "What?" y/n asked. "We have show today."

"You can just call it off,"

"No. Tell the others I won't be able to perform,"

He locked our pinkies together and left the room. I let sleep consume me.

{Camila's thoughts or dream}
Love. I know what it is quite well. Though love can be so painful. I've forgotten what love was. It wasn't necessarily my fault though. It was caused by a human being. A human being can make love hurt and that's what happened. Love controls your thoughts and your actions. That's what made me fall in love with a criminal. The same person that made love fall apart for a woman and a man. There's two different things. Falling in love and love falling apart. Both are painful. It's hard to explain but it can be explained when experienced.

Now there is one in particular. Let's just say his name is Y/n. I remember everything about our relationship. Maybe not every single bit from the beginning. I've been a victim of a criminal. That criminal destroyed love for me but I slowly picked up the pieces by loving that criminal. Really, love can't be broken or forgotten. That's why it's so painful.

Like I said. I remember everything from the beginning. It won't always be lost. It started with a simple mistaken text. The text that started it all. Y/n Y/ln. The man who every girl wants to be with. I mean, who wouldn't? He's got the looks, the personality, everything. We were on tour. We met during catering. Let's just say we were fan girling over him.

We talked. We hung out. We realized who we were meant to be. It didn't last long though. I made the wrong choice. I messed up. I regret it. Our relationship could've gone to the highest height but it didn't because of me. That's what love does. It you don't show the love you seek for more and that's what happened. Austin. He's what showed me love. Well what love isn't supposed to be. That made me realize to follow my heart. Follow what I truly did love and to stop waiting and search for it. So I did and I fell back upon Y/n. The one from the beginning.

Love is crazy. I have to admit. Then love can take advantage, of everything. Love is what can make you jealous. That's what happened. Jealousy came to play and it reacted into something bad. Or what made love painful again. Love got the best of him. He got jealous, rolled the dice, and won. He stole love away from me. He showed me fake love. This is all brought me back to that one love. Y/n. I finally realized that he was the one. The one that would make me feel butterflies every time he kissed me. Made me feel those fireworks and sparks go off every time our lips touched. He made me smile when I felt I couldn't. My last breath would be a laugh caused by him.

Now I realize though. Love can cure you. Like a kiss like what happened with Snow White. And that's what happened.
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I don't even know what's going to happen in these next few chapters but everything is going to be switched up. Meh sort of it depends... Have a good day or night everyone!!! Love you guys. The book will be ending soon but a second book will be written. Hopefully❤️