You're Mine (Camila/You)

Chapter 31

My heart was aching. It had shattered. I couldn't bare this feeling. After Y/n stormed off I balled up on the couch and bursted into tears. I didn't know what to do. Y/n wouldn't talk to me, I was still drunk, Shawn wouldn't help, the girls don't want to see me. I had no one. All I thought of doing was going up to my room and cry even more. That's what I did. I raced up the flight of stairs and into my bedroom.

I feel so bad. Y/n was giving me everything and I go and decide to disrespect him. As much as I wanted to go and apologize, I knew I couldn't. I knew he was still awake because his TV was on and you could hear the typing from his phone.

I hid under the covers and cried on my pillow wishing none of this happened. My tears kept falling but I was slowly falling to sleep. I cried myself to sleep.

I shot up from my bed and looked around. The sun was blinding me and I adjusted to the light. Then it hit me. My head started to hurt and I groaned. I hate headaches. I closed my eyes and fell back down. The sound of my door opening scared me and I shot up once again. Y/n was standing in the doorway just staring at me. It was pretty silent until he cleared his throat and stepped in. He sat at the end of the bed.

"I'm sorry for-" I instantly cut him off.

"Y/n I'm so sorry! Everything that happened last night was a mistake. I don't know why I'm so dumb. Everything you said was the truth. I'm pathetic and I shouldn't even be here right now," I blurted out,

He looked down at the sheets then back up at me. "I'm sorry for yelling at you like that,"

The room was completely silent. My head started to hurt even worse and I groaned once more. "Do you need some aspirin?" Y/n asked and stood up from the bed. I nodded and he left the room. My phone started buzzing.

"Hello?"

"Are you okay? Did Y/n hurt you?" Shawn's voice rang through the phone.

"No I'm fine. He's getting me some aspirin right now," I replied.

"Oh well I was wondering if you'd like to hang out with me later," he questioned.

Everything from last night flashed into my mind again. After what happened last night I don't know if I should.

"Umm sure," I replied uneasily.

"Okay, great! See you then." And with that he hung up.

I rubbed my temples and Y/n walked into the room with some aspirin and a glass of water. "Here you go banana.. I mean Camila!" He quickly corrected himself.

I giggled at his goofy mistake. A light shade of pink spread across my face. "Thanks,"

I grabbed it and took if taking some water along with it. Y/n was now back at the end of the bed. I set the glass on the nightstand and I looked back at Y/n.

"Do you want some sandwiches?" Y/n asked.

I noticed how hungry I was and nodded vigorously. He chuckled and went downstairs. I headed into the bathroom to freshen up and take a shower. Once done, I changed into a different set of clothes and went downstairs. Y/n had his speaker blasting music while him humming along. I sat at the dining table while watching him out together our sandwiches. Then I realized he was listening to the song we made. My heart dropped. Images flashed into my mind.

It was Y/n and in the studio while writing and singing the song. Then it flashed to us kissing. Then to us singing with me playing the piano. I shook the thought out of my head. Why was Y/n all of a sudden everywhere? Ever since last night I started to think about him. Even in my dream.

Y/n walked over and set our plates down. He sat down across from me and my phone buzzed. It was a message from Shawn saying he was outside. I guess he was too afraid to  knock on the door because of last night.

I thought for a moment then looked at Y/n with an apologetic look. Without a word I got up from my seat and over to the door. Shawn was in his car tapping his fingers on the steering wheel. I gave him a small smile while making my way over to him.

"What're we doing?" I asked while buckling myself in.

"Well first we should go get something to eat then maybe hang out at my place,"

To respond I gave him a simple nod. "So where do you want to eat, banana?"

I thought to myself, only Y/n calls me banana.

"So he does, huh?" Shawn broke my thought.

Oops must've said it aloud. I'm so dumb. "We could go for some sandwiches,"

Now I felt really bad for just ditching Y/n like that to hang out with Shawn and get sandwiches as well. We arrived to some sandwich shop and we headed inside to order.

We sat down at an empty table in the corner with out sandwiches. "So how was last night?" He started up a conversation.

I gulped down my bite of my sandwich and almost choked. The thought of me kissing him flashed through my head. Oh wait, I did kiss him. I thought I kissed Y/n... I shook the thought out of my mind.

We finished off our food and now we were on our way to Shawn's place. We finally reached there and we got out of the car. It was strange that I've never actually been at his his house before. I slowly followed nervously. I looked around his house. It was pretty nice to be honest.

Out of surprise he shoved me down on his couch. "Let's continue," he whispered down on my ear.

He kissed my neck softly. My thoughts whirled. I was suddenly confused on whether it was Y/n or Shawn. It flashed between the two. I'd shift around when it flashed to Shawn but with Y/n I let it all happen. My headache started to come back. I pushed Shawn off of me and removed myself from the couch.

How long was I at Shawn's? The sky was darkening. It all scared me. I felt like was drunk all over again. Flashbacks with Y/n flashed through my mind. Everywhere I looked or everything I thought of was Y/n. Every time I'd try to forget it kept coming back. The most real it seemed was with Shawn when we were kissing.

By now I had no idea where I was. It was dark so I definitely couldn't tell. I just led myself to a plain meadow. I sat down and looked around while the wind slowly went by. I looked up at the sky staring at the stars. The sky was so pretty. Then my eyes landed on the moon. It was full and bigger than normal.

It was quiet and peaceful, the way I wanted things to be. The sky was bright and my eyes were adjusted to it. Though my eyes kept darting back to the moon. Out of nowhere, I started humming a random tune.

I only told the moon, I told her that I'm scared that all my thoughts they look like you... Y/n.
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Kind of a confusing and random chapter but I'm so happy!!!!!!! They released Love Incredible!!! I literally cried this morning. Then I heard about a song supposedly that is Camila's and is leaked but idk. If you wanna listen to it it's on YouTube - I only told the moon. Anyway thanks for reading this random chapter THANKS AND BAII
- Haley❤🌹🐍