forbidden love ❥ lashton

nine ❥ till the end

September 13, 1994

My crush,

I like that, it's us against the world. I'm starting to have an instinct, that everything will get better soon. I hope my thoughts are true because I'm alone, cause this house doesn't feel like home.

I don't have an answer for any of your questions, I'm completely disgusted and confused towards society now. I'm personally taking all this shit because society can't appear that we're not what we were raised to be. You don't deserve to be in this suffering, Luke, just as much as I don't. This is such a stupid topic to even be disagreeing about.

Luke, I really love you. You're special, you make me feel the happiness I need in this cruel world. We were meant for each other, as typical as it sounds. You make me feel loved and accepted. I love you in a way I never knew about. You are my world. You're important and I can't live this life with any other.

Till the end,
Ashton Irwin