i've included song lyrics from multiple songs in each chapter, if you were able to make them out, good for you. this is just crediting them. i take no credit for the lyrics or songs used. i edited lyrics in some parts, so they fit the story better, like from her into him, from singular adverbs into plural, etc. i put the lyrics along with the chapter title, so you guys didn't have to look back to which lyrics you wanted the full song to, if that was the case. i do not own these lyrics.
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also since i love to spoil my readers so much i've created a playlist for you guys to remember me- i mean, this book by.
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Prologue: Tenerife Sea - Ed Sheeran*
"They're surrounded by all these lies, and people who talk too much."
"Cause all that they are, are all that they'll ever need."
Chapters 1 and 2: Gotta Get Out - 5 Seconds of Summer
"We're suffering, helpless thoughts and out we sing, prayers to the sky."
"We just gotta get out, and I feel so damn lost."
Chapters 3 and 4: Unpredictable- 5 Seconds of Summer
"We can make it out alive."
"I'll take you where you want to go. Pick you up if you fall into pieces, let me be the one to save you."
Chapters 5 and 6: Leave Your Lover - Sam Smith
"I don't have much to give but I don't care for gold, what use is running when you need someone to hold"
"If I can't have you I'll walk this life alone, spare you the rising storms and let the rivers flow"
Chapters 7 and 8: Forevermore - Side A
"There are times, where I just want to look at your face."
"All those years I've longed to hold you in my arms."
Chapters 9 and 10: Unsteady - X Ambassadors
"I'm alone, cause this house don't feel like home."
"I know that you're tired of being alone."
Chapters 11 and 12: More Than Words - Extreme
"All you have to do is close your eyes and just reach out your hands and touch me, hold me close don't ever let me go."
"But if you only knew how easy it would be to show me how you feel. More than words is all you have to do to make it real."
Chapters 13 and 14: I Need Your Love - Ellie Goulding ft. Calvin Harris
"When everything's wrong, you make it right."
"Watch my eyes they full with fear, tell me do you feel the same, hold me in your arms again."
Chapter 15: Sad Song - We The Kings ft. Elena Coats
"With you, I'm alive. Like all the missing pieces of my heart, they finally collide."
"Without you, I feel broke. Like I'm half of a whole. Without you, I've got no hand to hold. Without you, I feel torn. Like a sail in a storm. Without you, I'm just a sad song."
Chapter 17: Where Have You Gone - Barry Manilow
"Where have you gone, it's been so long."
"Where have you gone, do you still care?"
Chapter 19: Now That You're Gone - Juris
"If only you could have stayed a little longer, if I had known this feeling then I could have been much stronger and the hurt I feel right now would be so far away, now all the memories tell me I should have made you stay."
Chapter 19: If you're reading this it's too late - Drake
"If You're Reading This It's Too Late"
Epilogue: 18 - One Direction*
"I wanna love like he made me feel when we were eighteen."
"I have loved him since we were eighteen, long before we both thought the same thing. To be loved and to be in love."
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playlist
1. Tenerife Sea - Ed Sheeran
2. Gotta Get Out - 5 Seconds of Summer
3. Unpredictable- 5 Seconds of Summer
4. Leave Your Lover - Sam Smith
5. Forevermore - Side A
6. Unsteady - X Ambassadors
7. I Need Your Love - Ellie Goulding ft. Calvin Harris
8. Sad Song - We The Kings ft. Elena Coats
9. Where Have You Gone - Barry Manilow
10. Now That You're Gone - Juris
11. Jungle - Drake
12. 18 - One Direction
13. Unfair - 6lack
14. Supermarket Flowers - Ed Sheeran
15. Coaster - Khalid
16. Six Feet Under - Billie Eilish
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hope you guys loved this book and the ending (i mean y'all made it here, right?). i enjoyed writing this book so much! as it was my first boyxboy book. if you want to read more of my work, i highly suggest reading more on my profile! thanks so much for reading. see you guys in another story.
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