forbidden love ❥ lashton

thirteen ❥ to the moon

September 29, 1994

My Lucas,

I'm getting really annoyed at the fact we keep getting put down for the shit we can't control. It's like telling a baby not to cry, what difference does that make? I can't control my feelings towards you, even if I tried to like you less, I've grown too attached to your love.

When everything's wrong, you make it right. You're the only reason why I'm putting up with this world, I want to prove to everybody we'll make it, together. You're the one who makes me believe in a greater life, I've spent many hours stumbling upon the question and asking myself over and over again. I just came to my realization that you're the one who keeps me going.

I will scream out until everybody understands, you're the one I want to be with and I don't care if it's not normal, we're different. We'll be the change in human society, to influence those who are too afraid to come out.

Luke, we can make that change happen. You've made me believe in a greater life, we can make anybody believe in one also. I promise we'll make it.

To the moon,
Ashton Xx