Mistakes

Chapter 2: He remembers

Hey friends I'm back! Usually I don't get chapters out so quickly, but it's the weekend and I had this one started before chapter 1 was posted so yay! \(*o*)/ This chapter contains a graphic rape scene and may trigger some readers(it hurt to write this, poor babies). If you are not comfortable with such content please skip this chapter! I will have a little summary at the end for those of you who didn't want to read it.  

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Kaneki remembers the first time, at the hands of Yamori. 10 days. Just 10, but the man was rough and enjoyed causing others great pain. 

He remembered the second time too. That lasted longer. Much longer. What was it now? Right. All most 3 months. It wasn't easy to deal with. Maybe that was because no one could find out this time. He had to hide it. Hide would not die. Kaneki wouldn't let him. Not ever.

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Kaneki was absolutely dead on his feet. He hadn't had a good night's rest all week, and school was stressful, not to mention work. He got home around 11(am), and since Hide wouldn't be home for at least 12 hours, decided to take a nap. In his exhaustion, he left the door unlocked.

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Tsukiyama Shuu has a spare key to Kaneki's apartment. But he tries the door anyway. It opens. 

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Kaneki is curled in a ball in the middle of his shared bed, fast asleep. Tsukiyama is sure to to keep his steps quiet, the sight of the small boy causing his pants to tighten. Gently, he rolls the boy onto his back, unbuckling his pants before stripping him. This woke Kaneki, and as he opens his mouth to speak Tsukiyama shoves his member down Kaneki's throat. The younger choked as he struggled to breathe around the large object being shoved down his throat.

Tsukiyama came with a gasp, shooting his see down Kaneki's throat. 

"Swallow." He instructs the unwilling boy.

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Kaneki gasps for breath as the warm liquid seeps down his throat. It burns. Waking up to have someone as large as Tsukiyama shoved down your throat is very painful.

He struggles to swallow through the pain, before screaming in agony as Tsukiyama rams into him. The man is too big, too much for him to handle, and he feels his ass tearing. The man above him gaps and groans in sick pleasure, moving faster as poor Kaneki bites down on his lip to keep from screaming again. It's too much. He just wants to pain to stop. (He wants his lover to hold him and tell him it will all be okay)

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Tsukiyama stops 3 hours later, to rest. Kaneki can barely breathe, and just lays there trying to with stand the pain. An hour later he's screaming again.

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3 more hours and another break. It's been a little over 6 hours in total and its too much for Kaneki to handle. Because of his small size, 1 hours is more than enough for him. He's not sure how much longer he can go on.

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By 8 the perverted man is done with him. After redressing he pins Kaneki against the bed.

"Nobody can find out about this okay Kaneki-Kun? It'll be our little secret. You don't want me to kill Nagachika do you?" Fear courses through Kaneki at the thought of Tsukiyama hurting his lover and he gives a weak nod. The man leaves. 

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If Hide finds anything strange about the bedsheets having been changed when he gets home he says nothing.

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The door bell rings. Kaneki begins to tremble, knowing who it is. He feels the pain in his hips from the morning's session still, and knows it only gets worse. 

Oh yes.

He remembers. 

As he screams in agony he knows that there is no escape.

He remembers. 

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I wanna make several things very clear about this chapter, but first, for those of you who couldn't do it, here is the summary:

Tsukiyama is over come with lust for Kaneki and rapes him. He threatens to kill Hide if anyone ever finds out, so Kaneki stays quiet. 

Okay now notes about this chapter:

Kaneki does not- I repeat- Does NOT want this. He doesn't fight back because Tsukiyama is fast at taking him, and afterword he is too weak, and Hide's life is on the line. 

My head cannon is that Kaneki is too small to take much, and Tsukiyama is really big, which is one of the reasons it hurts Kaneki so much. The other reason is that the other is careful not to hit Kaneki's prostate, wanting it to hurt as much as possible. 

Tsukiyama rapes Kaneki for as longa as he can, only taking short breaks to get the most out of this.

Afterwords, Kaneki has to change and wash the bedsheets, and take a shower, as well as take care to hide the marks left behind. 

The part in italics was describing the first time this happened, which was about three months before Hide breaks up with Kaneki. 

Thanks for reading!