"I can't believe this" I say pacing back and forth in front of my bed.
"I'm sorry"
"You are so irresponsible"
"I'm sorry"
"Who were you even with?" I stop pacing and I stand and look a Jackson who's sitting cross legged on my bed, hugging a pillow to his chest.
"I'm sorry"
"Stop saying you're sorry"
"But I am...hey you wanna hear a secret?"
"Not really" I groan.
"I like you a lot, but we can't date because it's bad for my reputation"
I freeze, he likes me? Or is this just the drugs talking? I'm gonna believe it's not the drugs talking, just to boost my confidence right now a little bit.
"Okay Jackson, I'm gonna ask you a few questions and I want you to the answer them truthfully"
"Okay sexy" Then he winks at me.
"Who were you with when you stormed out of the house?"
"Bobby and some of his friends that are apart of a gang"
A gang? This is going to be a long day.
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"Jackson get off of me" I say trying to push a sleeping Jackson off of me, but he's way to heavy.
He just groans and tightens his hold on my waist. I sigh and I grab my phone from right next to me, and I text Zoey.
Me: Zoey come over quick I need you
Zoey: Why?
Me: Jackson's high
Zoey: I'll bring popcorn
Of course she's bringing popcorn.
Five minutes of Jackson squishing me to death, Zoey finally walks into my room and tries to pry him off of me."Come on Jackson get off Ramona, I kinda want her to live and you're kinda killing her" She whines.
"No, need to protect her" He murmers then he snuggles up on me further, hiding his head in the crook of my neck.
"Zoey what're we going to do?" I asks, trying my best to pry him off of me instead.
"Well he obviously seems to like you when he's like this, so go out with him, get married, and then have children" Zoey suggest.
"Really? He isn't going to stay like this forever Zoey be serious"
"Okay okay,ummmmm. Jackson if you don't get up I'll kill Ramona" Then just like that Jackson instantly gets off of me and I take a deep breath.
I can breathe again.
"Thank you Zoey"
"No problem, and Jackson you can go back to sleep again just not on Ramona" Jackson just nods his head and turns the other way and gets comfortable again on one of my pillows. "Well I'm gonna go again, text me if you need me" Zoey then leaves for the second time today, and I decided to write another diary entry.
September 21, 2016 ( its still Wednesday)
So, Jackson came back home, high. Now he's in my room sleeping it off. You know I was so prepared for him to get home and talk things out with DJ but that didn't really go as planned. As you can tell.
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Notice Me (Jamona)
FanfictionI'm lame He's popular I'm shy He's a social butterfly I like him He 'likes' every girl in school I wave to him and he turns away, we've known each other for a very long time. We even live together, but he just treats me like I'm invisible like he wa...
