Notice Me (Jamona)

Chapter 14

It's dark, I can't see and it's dark.
I try to open my eyes but it hurts to much so I just keep them shut.
I hear a door open and I stay still not knowing where I am, too scared to move.

"Ramona?" That's my mother's voice, I relax a little bit and I just lay there. "You're going to be okay, okay? Just stay with me sweetheart." I feel her pick up my hand and she holds it tightly.

She sounds so hurt, I try to speak but I instantly close my mouth when I open it the cold air making my throat feel sore, I feel frozen, it's like I'm asleep but I can still hear my surroundings, and I don't thinks that's normal, unless I'm dreaming but this just feels to real.

I hear footsteps and then I hear the door open and close, so I'm guessing my mother left.

"Ramona?" I hear Jackson's voice.
"I know you can't hear me, and thats like the only reason I'm about to say this" He let's out a big sigh.
"I love you, and not like in a sister type way, in a girlfriend type way. The only reason why I stopped talking to you a long time ago is because, I was scared and I still am. I started hanging out with Lola and them because I thought they could help take my mind off of you, I thought my feelings for you would disappear but they didn't, they just grew stronger scaring me even more. I started acting out because I'm scared. Ramona I'm scared, I don't know what to do with myself. So I just hang out with Bobby and get high, because it takes my mind off of you, I date other girls, because it takes my mind off of you, and I stopped talking to you again because after I confessed to you at the carnival, I- I just don't know it felt like you rejected me, then when you got back I just told you that I meant that in a sister brother type way because I didn't want you to think to much about, and I didn't want you to talk to me later on, and make it clear that you rejected me. I didn't want you to hurt me, so I went and did the best thing I knew how to do, and that was to get high with Bobby and friends. I finally broke it off with Lola, not wanting to see her hurt each time I got with a new girl. I love you Ramona, and I don't want to hurt you, I'm afraid that I will hurt you, and that I won't be the one for you, but Ramona I can't do this anymore, I can't keep getting high, I can't keep hurting all these different girls, and I can't keep waking up in the morning to see all the hurt and disappoint in my mom's eyes. Ramona, I need help"

He grabs on to my hand, and I squeeze his hand back, letting him know that I can hear him.
"Please don't tell me you heard that, squeeze my hand if you did"
I squeeze his hand again, and he sighs. "You weren't supposed to hear that"

"I kind of figured" I sqeak out, closing my mouth instantly when is as done talking.

"Shhh, don't speak" I feel something on my face, and I squint my eyes open to see the room got a little darker, with the shades he put on my face.

"Why am I hear?" I whisper, once I realize I'm in the hospital.

"You were hit by a car, but it wasn't that bad. You have like a minor concussion, all the other pain you're feeling is probably from your hangover" He chuckles, and I look up at him to see his tear stained cheeks, and his puffy little eyes. "Ramona"

"What?" My voice cracks, and I try to clear my throat but I just give up because it hurts to much.

"Can I kiss you?"

I nod my head but then I slow down nod, not wanting to seam to eager, but then I must seem unsure so I speed up my pace in my nod, but then again I could look to eager so I slow down again.

"Are you okay, should I get a doctor?" He asks worried.

I just stop nodding and I pucker out my lips, and close my eyes. I feel his lips come on contact with mine and it feels like paradise.

His lips fit like a puzzle, with mine and he deepens the kiss, and as he licks my bottom lip we hear the door open and we back away from each other immediately.

"Ooooh get it" Max says as he closes the door and walks over to Jackson "lift me brother."

Jackson groans as he lifts Max up and sits him on my lap.

"I thought you were dead, but you're not so yay" Max plants a sloppy kiss on my for head, and I laugh. "So Action Jackons gettin' him some action I see" Max raises his eyebrows at Jackson.

Jackson, looks at me and I look the other way and blush, HE KISSED ME!

"What happened to Will? he was a way nicer guy then Jackosn, and I mean WAY nicer. No offense Jackson but you're a jerk."

"Will cheated on her, I may or may not be the reason why he might have a lot of cuts on his face, and body."

I look at Jackson with wide eyes.

"What? No one hurts you and gets away with it, I won't allow it" he mumbles the last part and looks at the floor.

"Will cheated on you? Let me guess with Lola wasn't it? You don't even have to answer me I know it was hair. Once I rip out her fake hair extensions, yeah thats right fake hair extensions. I saw her get them done when Mom was getting her hair done at the same hair salon, but its okay if she gets her hair done because you know she's like old"

"Mom isn't that old"

"Yes she is"

"No she's not"

"Yes she is"

"No, she's not"

I just sit back and watch these two argue, slowly drifting off to sleep.

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Two chapters in one day, go me.

Well technically not really since it passed 12:00 am while I was writing this.

What time is it where you guys are? 12:25 am where I am.

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