Notice Me (Jamona)

Chapter 15

"Ramona and Jackson sitting in a tree F-U-C-"

"MAX!" Jackson yells cutting him off, but I instead squeak out his name with my throat still being sore.

"No, No, No, the doctor said you couldn't talk until tomorrow" Jackson says, and I groan.

"Ramona can you come here please!?" DJ shouts from inside the kitchen. I stand up and I walk into the kitchen and DJ shoves a steaming cup in my face "it's tea with honey, it'll loosen up your throat. Jackson get your butt in here, sweetie will you please sit at the table?"

I nod my head and I sit at the table, Jackon comes in ans sits next to me and DJ sits across from us. Jackson then places his hand on my thigh, under the table where DJ can't see.

"Okay so I know you two went to a party, Max told me"

"Of course he did" Jackson mumbles.

"I also figured our that, Ramona you went to the pool party with Jackson also a month ago. There will be consequences for the both of you, you're both grounded."

"I'm already grounded" Jackosn rolls his eyes.

"I'm aware"

"You might as well just say I'm grounded until I'm forty" He squeezes my thigh and I tense up a little bit.

"Well if you'd listen, you wouldn't be grounded at all, now would you?"

"Actually it's your choice to ground me, so really this is all you fault."

"I'm sorry that your actions have consequences, you should start making better choices"

"You don't have to worry about me when I'm not here anymore" He whispers under his breath.

"What was that?"

"Nothing, and I'm sorry I'm not the perfect son that you want I'm sorry that I can't make you happy 24/7 okay, I'm sorry!" He gets up and slams the chair up against the table and runs up stairs.

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October 15, 2016 (Saturday)

Party Rules That I Learned:
*Don't take drinks from strangers
*Try and stay near your friends
*Don't let anyone talk you into drinking
*Don't drink and drive
And
*Don't walk and drink

So I came back from the hospital today, because I thought it was a good idea to listen to my good for nothing ex-boyfriend and I took a shot which led to me taking all the other drinks, long story short I caught him cheating on me and I got hit by a car on my way home, the thing is I hit the car the car didn't hit me.

Apparently the car stopped because I was walking in circles in the middle of the rode, and I walked right into the car and since I was drunk I passed immediately from the impact, which wasn't really a bad impact since I walked into a non-moving car but, yeah.

Also, I figured out why Jackson stopped talking to me he's scared about his feelings for me, he loves me, and now I'm worried because I've been thinking about what he said to me when I was in the hospital, at the end of his little speech thing he started saying how he couldn't do things anymore, and in the kitchen today, he was like you don't have to worry about me when I'm here anymore, and that's when it finally clicked in my head.