Trapped in Their World

Chapter 35

           2 days later :

Jaylee's POV

I stared at my reflection in Louis' long length mirror as I stood barefoot while taming my messy hair. I couldn't get much sleep last night due to the fact that the big day was today. The day of the tournament. The day where everything goes down. The day where I'll loose who I am. I'll see things that no girl like me wishes to see. I'll be terrified, nervous, fearful, afraid.

I don't want to go to this war zone today. It's too dangerous. I'm not a part of this gang. I'm not a part of any gang. I want no part in this cruel world. I had to keep telling myself that to keep my mind straight. I had to calm myself down before I loose it all and go insane.

I wasn't ready. And the guys knew it. But we don't have a choice. I trained non stop for the past two days and I'm physically drained. Not to mention emotionally drained from Louis yelling at me constantly for not being good enough or ready yet. He was constantly nagging at me, pushing me around and telling me what to do all day long.

I was just completely exhausted. I had barely any strength left and the only thing in my head was to escape. I knew escaping would be so stupid of me since I've tried different times and got captured every time. Not to mention the abuse wasn't fun at all. But I couldn't stop thinking of running away. This was my last chance to save myself from this horrible tournament. The battle of the gangs for the kingship of the United Kingdom. Whoever is the last to survive wins.

Doesn't seem pleasant at all to me. I don't want people dying. Nor do I want to see it and experience it. Nor be the reason someone could die. And Louis wants me to kill people. How could I ever? Killing a fly is painful enough. Humans shouldn't be against humans. This isn't normal. And yet I'm trapped in this world. There's no way out, it's driving me crazy.

All I want to do is escape, go back home and be with my family where I'm safe. But I'm not. I'm stuck here with a gang who's taking me out to one of the most deadliest places ever. A war zone. It's basically a war zone and I'm being dragged into it. Is there any time left to be saved?

Suddenly the door opened and my eyes widened a bit as I saw Louis walk in with a stack of clothes in his hands. He closed the door with his foot before staring at me through the mirror. He walked up to me, causing me to turn around to face him.

"Hope you're ready. Here's the outfit I picked for you for your big day. I made sure it would look stunning on you so that everyone will notice what an awesome gem we have." Louis said as he handed me the clothes. I looked at them, feeling nervous butterflies in my stomach, and not the good ones. "But you said I'm not ready." I frowned as I looked at him.

"Everyone will feel bad for you cuz I'm on your team." I said as he laughed. "Sweetheart we're one of the best gangs out there. If anything they'll be afraid. But as for you, they'll be jealous that we have a very beautiful girl on our side who's ready to kick some ass. Am I right?" Louis grinned, crossing his arms and watching me look through my clothes.

I sighed as I put the clothes on the bed. "Louis..... I'm not......." I paused, knowing this will only tick him off. "Don't even think about saying you won't do this. Because you freaking will. I will drag you during the whole thing if I have to. You are coming because you're on our freaking team, and without you, WE'RE DISQUALIFIED!" He yelled towards the end as I flinched.

"I'm not ready Louis and you know that. I'm not like this, I can't go out there and kill people. That's not who I am. I don't know why I'm constantly repeating myself about this but you got the wrong girl and you know it. I can't do this. It will destroy me." I stated sadly as he clenched his jaw.