You don't even know what you're asking me to confess. [Smut] //finished

Legacy

Note: This is kind of a useless chapter, TL;DR he explains why he pretends to be straight to everyone except Laf, Lau and Herc. Stay and read though, it's a cute one.

Hamiltons POV:

Sadly I've always been obsessed with having a legacy. After contemplating what the relationship between Lau and I meant, i came up with the conclusion that it meant I would never have biological children unless Lau somehow decided to break it off with me which I didn't think he would seeing as he was the one who got the most pleasure out of our relationship.

Yes, we could adopt but we were broke and there was no way we could ever pay for an extra person in the house. I'd always grown up telling my folks that I was going to have children who would carry on my legacy and tell my story.

When the sisters were introduced they automatically assumed I was straight which is fair because Laurens and I keep our relationship quiet.

Peggy Schuyler would confide in me often, asking me about how to deal with her boyfriend and then saying "you wouldn't know would you? You're a man yourself." and she would rattle on about a blind date that went badly a few years ago or something along those lines.

Angelica tried to take a bite of me, asking me out numerous times, and though I politely declined she persisted. We were close too, but I always felt like she was too try-hard. It was nice though, she would text me all the time asking about life and it's hinderances. It was good to have her as an emotional outlet.

Eliza, however was always the closest to me. She was always so kind and caring, her temper was.. fiery, which was great in conversation when we were debating politics. But generally she was a sweet girl who I told all my secrets to. Well, all but two. Laurens and I, and my sexuality. Lau and I were publicly the best of friends so it wasn't easy to see why she wouldn't realise.
Either way, I wasn't planning on telling her either of these things.

As my nightly occurrences with Lau continued, we continued to fall more in love. Every night I would trace the freckles on his face, making up names of constellations. He would kiss my neck, guiding his head lower, kissing my chest, my abdomen, continually until he reached my v-line. He would run his fingers through my hair and whisper sweet nothings in my ear. Some nights were more intense than others, some nights we had the strength to last for hours, sometimes it was half an hour and we were exhausted.

Anyway, every night, after my blood has stopped rushing through my veins, I would lie and listen to his deep breathing. His sighing and gasping. It was always nice to hear his exasperation after rough sex, it made me feel like I'd done my job. I would think of how much I loved him. If we could ever adopt. My legacy; Eliza; how much food was in the fridge. It always changed. But every night I would look over at him and whisper that I loved him and he would turn around with ruffled hair and smile at me and kiss me.

I remember coming out to Laf and Herc. They were so sweet about it, excited for Lau and I.

"No way, Alex! You have to fill me in sometime!" Herc teased and punched my shoulder softly.

"Oui! Congrats, Alexander! To the future!", he said, raising his glass of Pepsi to the air and laughing as we laughed.

There have been uncomfortable situations with Laf and Herc before. They slept in the flat and we got drunk and forgot and had rough, loud, all out sex for two hours. When we lay on the bed, exhausted, breathing unsteadily, they opened the door and said;

"Wow. That was intense. We're glad you had fun.. but can we get our bedsheets?"

Notes:
ayooo! Another tedious chapter done lol. I personally liked this chapter because of the Laf and Herc thing. I feel like they would have been very accepting!