Poetry Feelings

nine

i'm okay without him,
it's not like i'm dying or depressed.
i can go without him,
i can find happiness without him,
but god he brought so much more to me than i could ever imagine.
he brought me new feelings i never knew,
and he took them with him when he left and it's a void.
a void that might get filled again and might not,
because they're places that he had brought and then emptied, you know?
he gave me so much to remember and to feel and now it's empty in the new places,
it's empty and i can still find happiness but i can't refill those holes.