Poetry Feelings

thirty-five

the worst part is realizing that your memory fails you.
realizing all these things you thought were normal aren't.
realizing maybe every thing you think you know is wrong.
the worst part is being so uncertain in yourself.
always afraid to make the wrong move, say the wrong thing, exist too loudly.

there are a lot of worst parts.

the best part was finally understanding that it isn't to late to change.
it isn't too late to learn these things.
it isn't too late for me to fall in love with myself.
the best part was discovering that when it comes to a battle of me vs my memories,
i can always win.
maybe i always could.
the best part is i think i'm finally learning. there are a lot of best parts.
i think we're one of them.