Pensamientos que naufragan en el mar de los Incomunicados

"Forevermore"

I have made a mistake.

I mean, another one that is but it feels like everything is at stake.

It hurts to remember, it pains to forget.

I do not regret that we met.

But I have now become unhinged, only a fool would commit to such a thing.

No control,

No racionality,

No betterness,

Just a bitter reality,

One I had forseen but still made my bets I thought it would be clean but I would soon regret.

As I sink deeper into myself I lose sight of what it was about, I lose ability, I take a hit after hit in my vulnerability.

Time feels like a sharp needle digging into my skin.

I feel stuck, I feel helpless, I feel everything but also nothingness...

I have become unhinged after commiting the original sin...

...and now I am forever cursed with the taste of your lips, the smell of your neck, the forbidden rush that now plays in my head like a movie clip.

I am destined to suffer this fate.

It hurts to remember, it pains to forget.

...the night both of our bodies met...