Pensamientos que naufragan en el mar de los Incomunicados

I'm back here again

Hey it's me again. I came here to ask something. What do you do when you lose someone you loved dearly?

I bet I can guess what you are gonna say to me: "Get over it","There are plenty of fish in the sea", "Just forget about it".

The truth is I know the answer and it's time. Time heals, Time helps, Time shows you the way. I want to speed up time right about now because if I were to make the calculation of what I feel and the time I need it could easily be a year or more.

I don't know, I feel blank this time. Almost like the feeling is not there anymore, I am numb without the alcohol and confused with all the answers.

What was it again? That I wanted? Peace & Tranquility? To be loved? Sex? Someone by my side? Someone to teach me newer things? I don't know that anymore.

I let my heart guide me into my demise once more. She was younger than me so maybe that was it.

I only wish to communicate through the mind because I don't even have the energy to hold a conversation. So it's like a feeling of imprisonment. I want to tell you everything but I can't open my mouth.