KiK Love// Ziam au

~17~

For anyone that is confused, the one speaking is Liam. I put in some parts where Liam expresses his feeling about Zayn in the story to show a small side of what he truly thinks. Later in the story, I will have Zayn express his feelings, but his part of the story will be italisized.
Thats all I wanted to say.

Enjoy! :)

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No way. Zayn actually said that. I spent the rest of my afternoon looking at tyat twxt message, over and over again till it was time to go to sleep. Zayn Malik, why you do this to me?!

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bigpayno: Hai Zayn... 💕

zayn: Hi Liam. 😊

bigpayno: What are you up to?

zayn: Nothing much, just chillin and listening to music.

bigpayno: That sounds fun 😀

zayn: Uh Liam? Are you ok?

zayn: You seem to be acting quite different today and its sort of creeping me out.

bigpayno: I am perfectly normal 😊

zayn: What's with all the emojis?

bigpayno: I just like emojis now 😀😊😁

zayn: That is a lie.

zayn: When were you ever into emojis?

bigpayno: Starting today. They are fun to use 😆

zayn: 🤔🤔

bigpayno: See, you use them too.

zayn: I usually use emojis.

bigpayno: Since when?! 😐

zayn: A long time ago.

zayn: I just don't use them when I txt you...

bigpayno: ...

bigpayno: Wow, I feel so special....

zayn: I didn't mean it lile that.

zayn: I waste time trying to find an emoji and it wastes time with me talking to you.

bigpayno: So you don't use emojis because you want to talk longer with me? 🤔

zayn: I said that yes...

bigpayno: Hold that thought.

bigpayno: I need to do something.

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OMG! I AM FREAKING OUT. I held onto my pillow and screamed in it as I fangirled over the fact that Zayn might have feelings for me. Zayn freaking Malik probably has feelings for me! AHHHHHHHHH

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bigpayno: Ok, I'm back 🙂

zayn: Alright. I was starting to get a bit worried.

bigpayno: Zayn, I have a question...

zayn: Yes Liam?

bigpayno: I don't want this question to ruin our friendship.

bigpayno: Whatever your answer is, promise me we can stay friends. 😮

zayn: You're scaring me Liam. Just ask me the question.

bigpayno: Ok, here it goes.

bigpayno: Do you have any feelings towards me? 😮🙁

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I read the text over and over again for the past minute, thinking of what I just read. I did like Liam. But I never really thought of falling for him. He is older, buffer, and funnier than me. I noticed how Liam would look at me from time to time. I sort of got the hint that this boy likes me. But I'm not the type of guy to express my feelings to someone. I think I sort of do like Liam. My feelings were all over the place everytime I talked to him. My heart would beat faster, I would smile whenever he made a stupid joke. I stammer whenever I talk to him in person. Wow I'm such an idiot. I guess that I actually do like Liam. I never really thought of it. I am bisexual. I have dated several girls in the past b7t they never really lasted since all they wanted to do was just have sex and leave. Dumb bitches. I never gave them sex. So they all just left me. I never gave a fuck. They can go suck a dick for all I care.
There are reasons why I don't date. Love is overrated. You either love someone, hope for the best and live your life with them forever, or you love them, fuck em and leave em. Either way, someone is going to get hurt. I don't want to hurt Liam. My past relationships have been shit. But I know that Liam is someone different. I never noticed him at school. Then again, I don't notice anyone at school.
I just hope for the best that whatever happens to us, stays good.

Hehehe. Sorry that it was so short :/