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by mixx_malik

by mixx_malik

Liam and I were stuck in the hospital for a few days, slowly recovering from the surgery. I noticed that Liam would glance at me from time to time, without saying a word. I wanted to talk with him but I had no idea what to say. Do I say "hi." or should he apologize for everything he did. I just wanted to hear his voice again and get the hell out of this hospital.

The nurses would come in every once in a while to check up on us and give us the terrible hospital food. No flavor. Needs more salt.

Anyways.

I would watch what Liam was doing from time to time, which was checking his phone, sighing that no one messaged him. Then I thought of a brilliant idea.

Z: Hey lima bean :)

I heard a little chime come from Liam's side of the room, so I knew he was going to look at the message. I see him turn on his phone, and then he turns to look at me. I pretend to act as I wasn't looking and gave a small smile. I see from the corner of my eye that Liam was typing.

💔💔 changed his name to Liam

Liam: Hi Zayn

Z: How are you feeling?

Liam: Like shit...

Z: I feel you tbh.

Liam: Zayn?

Z: Yes?

Liam: I'm sorry.

Z: There is no need to be sorry.

Liam: Yes, yes there is. I'm sorry for leaving you without explaining. Causing all this trouble and making you go through hell as I pretended no to care. I miss you sooo much Zayn. And it hurts that I left you hurting even more. It breaks my heart knowing that you did all this for me, even if I treated you like shit. You don't deserve someone like me. I hurt you and I feel so bad. It still eats me alive. That's why I didn't message you. Or tell you I was going to kill myself. I thought you wouldn't care anymore and move on. People do that a lot to me so I figured that you would of done the same thing.

I look at Liam and see that he was crying as he sent the message. reading the message broke my heart. I groaned in pain and struggled to get out of the bed, and dragged the IV stand, and slowly walked towards Liam's bed. Liam wipes his tears and looks at me as I give him a small smile as I stand next to him. Liam gives a small smile and scoots over as much as he could. I sat down and hugged Liam lightly, knowing that we both were in pain. Liam cried on my chest and hugs me back. I rubbed his back and tried calming him down telling him it was "Ok."

"I'm sorry Zayn." He cries and grips onto the hospital gown. I frown and lift his head up with my finger, making him look at me. "Hey don't cry. All of that was the past. There is no need to be sad anymore love. The past is the past. This is the present and the future. I love you way too much to see you like this Liam. There is no need for you to think all that nonsense about no one caring for you. You are worth more than what people say about you. Everyone has a purpose in life Liam. And you have a purpose in my life." I say and peck his lips.

"I just thought you were gonna be like everyone else. They all treated me nicely and when I told them my whole story about being insecure and suicidal, they all backed off. That's why I never really wanted to get in a relationship. But I tried so hard with you." He frowns.

I pull Liam in closer to me and start kissing his lips, going in rough at first, but as our lips touch, it was gentle.

I feel Liam pull me closer as we lock lips, which made me so damn happy. I pull away and look at him one last time, giving him a warm smile. "I love you Liam. So damn much. And don't you ever forget that love." I tell him and wipe his tears off his cheek with my thumb.

"I love you too Zayn." Liam says hoarsely.

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