Don't Let Me Disappear.

A Time for Change

Okay! SO this story is coming to an end...there just isn't anywhere else to go! But don't worry! I will probably start another story soon, and if any of you want to give me some suggestions on which Hetalia characters I should use, feel free to message me or comment! Thank you all for reading, and I am honestly honoured to know people actually read my story. Again, thank you so much!                                                                                                                            ___________________________

It didn't hurt anymore. 

Prussia had spoken with England and the other brothers after the events with the spell and his brother. They explained how the spell had worked--that he was safe. The pain in his chest disappeared, and he no longer felt the emptiness inside his heart.

His friends cared about him, his family. For the first time since his country was dissolved, Prussia could say he was genuinely happy. Following his brother towards the plane for their trip back to Germany, Prussia had a slight skip in his step. He jogged up to stand beside Germany, nudging the younger's shoulder with his arm. 

"How about when we get home, we have a drinking contest? Or just chill at the house with the dogs?" Any of these options made Prussia happy, and his grin only grew. He could spend time with his brother without worrying about dying in front of him. He could call up his friends and hang out with them again, without the same worries. Germany smiled back at his jittery brother and nodded with a hum.

The day faded into a dark, comforting night, and Prussia was humming softly to his music. Taking his eyes from the scenery outside of the plane window, he turned to look at his brother, who was sleeping beside him. Leaning back in his chair, Prussia let out a yawn and stretched. They'd make it home by the next morning at least, and then Prussia swore he'd speak with all his friends again, be with his brother, even Russia. 

As long as he didn't take off the necklace for more than 24 hours, according to England, he'd be fine...

He'd be okay.                                                                                                                                                                           ___________________

The Awesome Diary:

It's the awesome me! 

That's right, I'm back, home from the world meeting Germany allowed me to attend. 

A lot's happened since we left. I feel like a different person...still awesome though! The pain is gone. The loneliness is still there, but it's fading. 

I realize now how foolish I was. I realize that just because my country doesn't technically exist anymore, and I don't physically have a place on the world map, I'm still me. 

I'm Gilbert Beilschmidt. The personification of Prussia. 

If I'm going to be stuck with this long, almost tortuous life, I'm sure as hell going to make the best out of it. So I'll try hard. 

Though, I feel guilty. I promised my brother I wouldn't lie to him ever again. But I think deep down, he knows. 

They all do. 

Before I left England's house that night, he stopped me. He explained that, though the spell was supposed to work for a extended period of time, that it was most likely not permanent. 

Eventually, I may just fade away. 

But everyone has to go at one point, right? No one lasts forever. 

I just hope when my time comes, everyone will understand. But until then, I'll make the best out of what I have. 

As long as I'm here for my brother and my friends, it'll be fine. 

And when it's time for me to leave, the world will miss my awesomeness!

...

So here is another entry for my soon to be biography. That's right, someone is bound to write a biography of me! 

But until it's time for that, I'll be the happiest Prussian in the world, because...

I'm finally free.