Top 4 Breaking team (Open Break)
- Highest in the 12 point braket
- Highest in all Bicol Insti Teams
Top 8th Best speaker
- One of the Three Bicol debater to get an award
- one of the two only women in the awardee
Semi- finalist
ALL that awards yet I was not happy as I thought i should be. I've reached new heights for pete's sake! WHY do I feel this way??
Partly because I knew, Majority of the reason why I got those awards is because, I was partnered with a strong debater. If i was partnered with someone else i know i will not yet get those kinds of awards.
Second, It feels sureal. Like it was not true and the jokes on me. One day I'm going to wake up and everything was a dream.
Along the way, I lost myself. Mid-tournament, accidentally, I developed a new type of debating style. I'm afraid of that style because I was not familiar with it.
Moreover, I feel like I dissappointed a few people. Like Jayson and Venti. It feels like when they were our adj I was always at my worst condition. I was even lectured by Henry. I embarrassed myself.
Lastly, I wish we entered the Top Room. I wish we made it to grandfinals, I wish my presentation in debating was better, I wish a lot of things but didn't get to do them or achieved them.
Overall, I feel like i'm half awake half asleep. And a little bit panicked, because HECK! I got to defend my credentials now 0_0.
BINABASA MO ANG
Thoughts of a Mad heart
RandomEver wonder how i keep my sanity intact? Here's a tip: Some secrets are so dark that if left untold will corrupt your sanity and consume you from the inside. I believe there is Light and Darkness in each of Us. This is my darkness. A desperate atte...
