Never Thought Twice {Liam Payne Fanfic}

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Liam's P.O.V

"I won't ever let you go." she whispered back. That's all I needed to hear. God I can't let her die even though I can't do anything about it. I felt like I owed it to her but even she excepted the fact that she would be *gulp dying. I just Fell in love with her she can't leave me! I felt like a little kid searching for it's comforting stuffed animal in the dark at night.

We left the hospital and went back to my apartment. Hand in hand. Her little hand seemed to fit just perfectly in my large hand. She's so fragile to me now! I can't let her leave me now because other wise something might happen!

"Don't treat me differently Liam...please." She said reading my thoughts. I nodded and I squeezed her hand.

When we got to my apartment we got inside and she ran to the bathroom. I ran after her as she closed the door. She was sobbing uncontrollably I could hear it. I didn't know what to do I don't know how to deal with crying women.

"Baby..." I said lightly tapping the door. All of a sudden I fell backwards from my position of leaning in the door, she had opened it. And hugged me then kissed me lightly.

"I'm good now." she said patting my chest. I was a little bewildered by how fast she went from crying to kissing me in a matter of 5 minutes.

She offered to cook so I let her. and she made meatballs. they were really good. I guess she really meant it when she said don't treat me different. She went straight to bed from her long day. I stayed out for a while longer wondering why Louis hadn't been home the last couple days but I honestly didn't want the answer.

It was probably 2 or 3 am when Becca shot up and started to cry again. I guess when you know your going to die you start to grieve for yourself as well.

"I..I'll never have kids!" she sobbed and then continued

"I'll never...graduate....get married and...and" She was gasping for air and I was up at this point. I don't think she cared if I was listening or not.

"Becca you can't think about it that way please baby don't do this to your self." I pleaded and silently added 'or to me' because I knew she would just leave. She sobbed in my arms. Again I was helpless all I could do was hold her In my lap and try to comfort her. I whispered into her hair.

"I love you though.... I love you to the moon and back and more..." I said and repeated things that were actually making her stop crying.

She finally stopped crying and we both fell asleep in the others arms.

Becca's P.O.V

I woke up to my eyes being extremely dry from crying last night. I felt more tired though because I was crying. I fell back asleep when I woke up though. I probably slept al day. Well that was my guess because when I did wake up I had a text from Liam.

~hey babe you were still sleeping when I had to leave for classes so I let you text me when you get up love you lots!~

I texted him back just letting him know I had gotten up but I then realized it was like 3 p.m. damn! who knew I could sleep that long!

Liam came back around fourish he looked all sweaty. and he was still half jogging with his earbuds in. He looked really hot if I'm being honest. He came over to me and tried to hug me. I pulled his ear bud out.

"To the shower!" I said in a mock serious tone. he laughed and tried again but I stopped him again. And he gave up to go shower.

When he came out he had on some gym shorts. and he came up to hug me again.

"Is that better?" he asked I leaned in to smell him and he laughed again

"Oh much better I think you deserve a kiss now!" he grinned

"Do I now?" he said leaning in and he kissed me. slowly and passionately and I enjoyed it. his tounge licked my bottom lip asking for entry which I gladly let him in. He slowly moved me backwards but slow enough that I barely noticed. I was up against a wall at this point. His hand finding my waist with ease and I was being lifted before I knew it and my legs were around his waist in an instant. I small moan escaped me when he kissed right bellow my ear and he sucked harder. We went like this for half an hour or so.

Liam and I laid in bed watching reruns of old movies on t.v and before I knew it I was asleep and so was he. I couldn't believe how much I have been sleeping!! It still gets to me that I only have limited time on this earth but I plan on cherishing it as much as possible.

(Okay so I know that it's been taking me forever to update but I was extremely busy you have no idea!! Thankyou for 133 reads! I kind of freaked when I got over 100 so thankyou! I don't know if you guys will like this chapter or not but it's just kind of a filler.... so anyway love you like always!)