Never Thought Twice {Liam Payne Fanfic}

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Becca's P.O.V

*Bad dream from last chapter*

I was walking in complete darkness and there was no light coming from any direction, what so ever.

"Come closer..." a voice whispered it sounded all to familiar. I took a step forward toward the whisper

"Who is it...who's here?" I screamed I heard a deep, distant chuckle from behind me. I took two steps backwards. I heard something being crushed.

"I'm sorry you never got to see your future darling." it was my mother I hated her.

"You don't mean that!" I hissed back to the invisible fragment of my imagination.

"Let me show you what I mean...." the voice echoed all around me. And I got visions of babies, but they didn't have faces and a wedding and all the while something was slicing through them. Making them disappear. And then I felt my body collapse just completely give out and stop working.....

*back to present time*

Liam went to go remake the sandwiches he cut into triangles, I mean who does that?!? I started to think about the dream I had. It was horrible, My mother is horrible. The only thing she saw me good for was to take care of my siblings. She saw me as a nanny almost. That's when I realized I haven't talked to my own god damn mother in 3 years and I'm dying in 3 months? To me that isn't fair to her or to the rest of my family.

Liam came back in with a PB+J sand which cut the proper way! I thanked him and he sat down next to me again, snaking his way around my waist and watching me eat.

"Liam..." he looked at me with concern

"Hmmm?" I smirked

"Could you please not stare at me while I eat...please?" he blushed fiercely. I giggled at him and he chuckled awkwardly pulling out his phone and tapping on flappy bird.

I finished my food and got up to put it in the sink. I decided now was good a time as ever to call my mom and ask if it was alright if I could come up to the house. I dialed the number and she picked up the phone on the second ring.

"Hello?" she said into the receiver

"Mom it's me!" I heard a gasp from the other line.

"R-r-Rebecca? is that you honey?" I nodded even though she couldn't see me

"Yes mom it's me I was wondering if I could come home I have to tell the entire family something." there was a pause while I heard commotion in the background.

"Oh Rebecca I would love to have you come back for the weekend! of course! this weekend?" she asked and after all these years I could still see her playing with her hair as if I were right in front of her.

"Yeah if that work for you guys?"

"Of course honey I'll see you tomorrow then!"

"Yeah okay I love you mom bye!" I heard he take in a breath

"I love you too bye." I could here her crying as I hung up. Liam came around the corner, he gave me a questioning look but I waved him off and led him back to the living room.

There was a surge of electricity that shot throughout the entire apartment.

"Powers back on!" Liam shouted from the bedroom. he had gone to get some pajamas.

"Yay!" I said as he rounded the corner he pulled me to my feet when he reached me.

"And now....we can use the bed." he said in a low grumble near my ear. I got goose bumps down my spine

"Can we now?" I replied and then I remembered I needed to tell him I was leaving tomorrow morning to head to my parents house.

"No we can't not tonight...in that way okay? I have something to tell you anyway okay?" he nodded and I pulled him over to the couch.

He looked at me expectingly.

"I'm going back home for a little while like just for the weekend but I thought I would tell you." I said crossing my legs so I was facing him

"Okay." he said looking rather confused

"With out youuu." I said and then his facial expression changed, from confused to hurt in a split second.

"Why?"

"Because this is something I need to do on my own and it's not something you can help me with." I said trying to avoid his gaze. Ever since we've been together We've done everything together. And I just need to breathe, it's not that I don't enjoy his company it's just that I need this to be a me myself and I 'project'.

He agreed but seemed hurt, I just told myself he'll get over it.

*next morning*

I walked out side to start my car. Liam was right behind me with my bag. After he put my bag in the trunk he turned to me and hugged me then kissed my nose.

"I love you please drive safe." he pleaded for the thousandth time this morning.

"I will" I said and squeezed him I kissed him on the lips

"One for the road." I whispered and got into my car. He waved from the sidewalk and I waved back. when I turned onto the high way I turned the radio on and timber came on and I started to jam out. I got multiple weird looks but i didn't care. I just wanted to get there.

(Okay guys I know this isn't complete but that's because it's going to have a second part to the chapter! so yeah but anyways I haven't been updating because I'm a sickly person at the moment....yeah last night I was at the ER! let me just say I dislike IV's a lot. thank you all for 300+ reads by the way it really means a lot to see so many people reading my story!

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