Never Thought Twice {Liam Payne Fanfic}

Epilouge

okay I have to tell you guys it was really hard for me to write this because I'm sad it's ending, but I'm gonna make it work okay? okay.

Looking in the rear view mirror at the car seats that were now facing forward and seeing two little boys, gave me a sense of acomplishment. I turned on the radio and Anthony screamed.

"what is it Anthony?" I asked

"Daddy I wuv this song!" he said and I turned it up for him and he started to sing about every other word there's only so much a four- year old can say or sing for that matter. I looked down at the stero and saw the name of the song and watched in horror as it was talk dirty to me. no.

"Anthony you're not allowed to listen to that song, okay" he hung his head in shame, I managed to change the station while the memory of that morning with their mom came into my mind. Turning onto their pre-schools road, I sighed and laughed a bit at myself.

"Have fun at school!" a chorus of 'mmhmms' as they exited the car.

Every one is in one peice, healthy and getting a head start on their education. you could say I deserve dad of the year award. It's at least once a day that I think of Becca though. Sure it's painful, but i'm glad that I haven't stopped thinking about her. She was my everything, and that will never change.

"Is this what you would do?" I mumbled to my self.

Some how I worked my way up to biggest managing partner in a law firm. I got out and headed in looking over my shoulder to make sure the doors were locked. the door was opened for me and I thanked my assistant Mary.

"What do we have today Miss.Mary?" I asked and she smiled handing me my coffee

"The biggest thing is a job interview." I stopped

"for me?" I asked

"no sir! some one is interested in taking caren's position thats all." I nodded and continued walking

"when is it?" I asked

"five minutes sir." great I thought to myself.

I settled into my chair logging into my desk top computer, a tap on the door came and I looked up it was Mary.

"she's here" she said, a woman came in and took a seat. shit. she looked almost exactly like Becca.

"Good morning Mr.Payne, I'm Rebecca!" I shook my head

"what did you say?" I asked smoothly

"I said my name is Rachel, sir." I sighed in relief.

Needless to say she got the job and I just wanted to get to work so I could drown myself in all the cases that needed to be assigned or that were for me. So the routine continued and everything was the same.

I picked up the kids and got them home, starting dinner almost as soon as i got in the door. When we sat down Nathan looked sad.

"Daddy?" he asked

"yeah buddy?" I asked

"why do all the other kids have mommy's and we don't?" a lump formed in my throat I looked at my watch

"when you guys are done with your dinner we can go see her okay?" my voice cracked slightly. They both nodded shoving their stomachs with food.

I jumped in the car with them and we drove over to the cemetery. When i parked at the bottom of the hill they both were very confused to say the least.

"let's go." i said and they hopped out, "start heading up the hill." i stated pointing up in the direction of where i'd come so often just to think.

when they got up there i looked for the roses i had layed the last time i was here and i spotted them a couple spaces over. I sighed and went over there with Anthony and Nathan behind me.

"Boy's this is your mommy, she died after giving birth to you guys. Don't worry though because it wasn't your fault it was because of a tumor, a tumor is a sort of cancer I guess, and cancer is bad and can kill you. but thats why you don't have a mommy here, shes in heaven waiting for you." I crouched down wrapping my arms around them.

"we should go see her some time!" Nathan said

"no, not anytime soon please. how bout when were all old and your married and have children and have lived your life and you get old and then you can go see mommy okay?" i said seriously. both of them nodded and i squeezed them "do you want to say something?" Anthony stepped forward

"Mommy, I'm sure you are the most greatest Mommy. I wanna hug you and I can't wait to see you when i have grey hairs like daddy." I chuckled and wiped a tear from my cheek

" you better watch your self i'm not even that old mister!" I started to chase him but Nathan stayed where he was and just sat down criss cross style and I stood behind him listening to what he was saying

"Lots of peopele have mommy's right? so I do to and i'm happy daddy made you my mommy even though I dont know you. I love you and daddy for being mommy and daddy." the best part of what he did was he hugged the stone above where she was burried and I hugged him up.

"mommy loved both of you so much, you don't understand. and daddy loves you just the same." I said into his neck. he hugged me really tightly and Anthony came up to hug me too.

"let's go, mommy needs her rest," they looked at me funny "she's preparing for you guys, i warned her how rowdy you two were!" and they squealed. Everythings gonna be alright, I guess.

so....that's it....the next chapter will be Q/A if i get any questions!!!!!! but i probably won'y oh well I really hoped you enjoyed this!

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