NOYADE

drowning

I was drowning , lost in the dark with my hands tied , i was drowning , struggling to survive i was drowning in the deep sea having no clue what was going on....blackout....i woke up and saw two strange strong muscular men talking to each other probably in french i didn't get .

'Who are you guys and where are you taking me ? ' . I almost cried trying to speak when one of the men came and injected something straight into my vein. What are you guys do...blackout..again , i faded away .

I was lying down helpless on the shore with hands and legs paralyzed , felt like someone is pinning me down on the ground . I woke up again sweating and panting in a huge room with a few girls sitting beside me . I almost tried to speak which ended up as a whisper...blackout.

I'm running , running as fast as i could to go after the man i truly love ,the man i was going to get married today , but something is holding me back , something is making my mind go numb . In the middle of nowhere i'm running trying to stop him. Where is he ? , why is he leaving me all alone ?..I woke up with a loud noise that struck my ears almost suddenly , i was on a bunk of train , my head banging....blackout..

Stop ! , i yelled pleading him to stop . 'We're getting married today where are you going ?... BAMM a loud noise struck my ears again and i wake up sweating , heart beating as fast as a banging drum . I tried to speak , i wanted to scream out loud and ask where i am . I wanted to run away but the drug paralyzed my legs and hands leaving me helpless .

Who are you guys ? , where are you taking me ? , i tried to ask the two men sitting across me. Blackout. I collapse again . 'Help me please , help me ' .  I pleaded in pain , surrounded with fire i was crying, suddenly the wind blew hard and i woke up still on the bunk in the train...blackout..i passed out again.

My eyes flickered as i woke up confused in a huge room , my head was hurting really bad , i tried getting up in search of water as i was dying of thirst . 'you have been out for days , GHB is one hell of a drug it keeps a person out for days , even weeks ' . I instantly turned to the deep voice that came from across the bed where i stood trying to gain balance . 

 He's staring at his watch disgusted , seems as if he's in his early twenties . The evening sunlight is hitting his slightly tanned skin, causing his features to stand out. His eyes are blue and daring,  his hair is short and messy brown . He's tall and muscular .

'who are you' ?  , i screamed with all the energy i had . He got up from the chair , hands rolled up into fists of rage. He came towards me shouting , I took a step back his voice was so loud and thunderous that I didn't pay attention to what he said . Just the way he said it shook me hard. His blue shining eyes were now dark and gloomy , his teeth were clenched together . 

'I'm the man you're going to get married tomorrow and you have no choice but marry me . You're as helpless as i am '  . he turned away leaving me with all the questions in my mind . Tears rolling down my cheeks , i couldn't help but cry . 

'What did he mean by as helpless as he is and why am i getting married to him' . All these questions were like puzzles i couldn't figure out . It made me numb . I had been out for days and it feels like tomorrow when i was getting married to the person i loved . ' I wish i could change it , i wish i could stop the two men from abducting me . Taking me to a place i'm still unaware of '. I sat there in the corner sobbing for hours.  My heart ached , and i had no other way out but marry the man who's a stranger . 

Musa's POV 

 I could feel the terror in her blue sparkly eyes . Her eyes enlarged, face flushed and the hair on the nape of her neck bristled. Tears rolling down her cheeks and she was sobbing as if there's no hope left . I bolt out of my room. Anger boiling up deep in my system, as hot as lava. Hate building up in my heart for someone who's a victim herself .

'maybe she deserve's it , or maybe she's helpless like me at the hands of her family ' . My mind stacked up with fragments of puzzled thoughts i couldn't solve , i just wanted to run away . Run away from everything making me weak . I thought love is strength but love is the reason i'm stuck here , in this mansion inhabiting , heartless people . 

My head spun and i could sense tears building up at the corner of my eyes. I wish my mother never loved this lifeless jerk . He's a cold hearted man who thinks of people as his business deals ,but i love my mother i can't watch her heart break . I stood up went to my father's room , and told him i'll do as he say , if this is what will make him not leave mother . Putting my desires and dreams to a deep sleep , understanding love is only weakness which demands sacrifice .