NOYADE

Is That Love , Dove ?

As my eyes open , my limbs flex in shock . Where am I ? .Tubes run up each nostril and all that meets my skin are tubes running in my entire body .

I want to stand but for the moment my legs have given way to gravity , shaky , weak .

I blink my eyes trying to remove the fog blurring my vision when I realise I'm in the hospital . My head hurts , I feel so dizzy .
' Why am i here ? ' . I scream pulling the tubes on my hand .

'Calm down it's alright ' . I heard a familiar voice and a nurse with  her trying to hold me back in position .

' Please I need to meet my mother ' . I cried

'It's going to be all right ' .Is all i heard and faded away .

Musa's POV

It's been a week since she's in the hospital unconscious . This is all because of me . Her mother died because she was abducted and she couldn't bear the pain . How can we be so cruel . How can my dad be this cruel . I slammed my hand on the wall , my knuckles started to bleed .

'Musa i'm so sorry for her loss '. I heard a gentle voice from behid me .

'But is everything okay because she was blamed you while asleep ' . Mara asked me apologetically .

'Everything's fine we just had a fight ' .

'Hey dude what Happened , why did she get a nervous breakdown , what are you hiding ' . Mahad asked me concerned .

'Nothing happened she just took her loss very seriously ' . I tried to sound calm but deep inside I was feeeling sick , sick to my stomach of how much Sarah would hate me now .

'I know something's up and i'll find it out ' . He scoffed .

'Fuck you Mahad , we can talk about this later ' . I spoke through my clenched teeth .

'We sure are ' . He said while walking towards Sarah's room .

As soon as I got to know Sarah is awake now , I rushed towards her room . She looked so pale , so weak...vulnerable . She was crying like a child , noisily with runny snot and choking sobs and i felt my heart break into a million peices .

' I don't want to see your fucking face , just..just go away . ' She screamed .

'Sarah listen to me please ' . I pleaded .

'I don't want to listen to any of your fucking shit , just leave me alone . You knew it all along why didnt you tell me ' . She yelled at me crying .

'Musa can you please leave , this will make her condition worse , you need to cooperate ' . She said in a low voice .

Not wanting to leave her like this I was forced to go outside and wait . I can't just let anything more happen to her...i'll leave her once she gets better  that's better .

Sarah's POV

I don't know what to do , all I ever had was my mother . We never left eachother's side after dad left . I was tired of all the crying .

It's been two weeks since I got to know about my mother , and I still can't accept the reality . I can't stop dreaming about her . I can't help the panic attacks that keep kicking in after every other day .

Me and Musa are back to being strangers , he doesn't talk to me except for reminding me about my medicines . Her mother and father are  gone to Paris and the house is quieter than before .

I don't even want to talk to Musa anymore , I dont want to see his face . He knew about my mother even if he didn't , he's partly responsible for her death . I can never forgive him for this . I love him...yes I love him but I can never forgive him for this .