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The rest of the time in the car we were quiet , though i wanted to know everything but staying quiet was what i thought is best for now . I don't get this stupid man , sometimes he's so nice to me and gets me cheeseburgers and fries .  Other times he's close to almost killing me .

You seem tired , he says politely focusing his eyes on the road .

This weirdo never fails to surprise me with his mood swings . 'umm no i'm good ' i explained .

'Why scared of me ? , i'm not going to eat you up ? . He smirked .

'Why do you think i'm scared of you ? ' i'm not scared of you . I say looking away 

'Then why don't you talk to me ? . His eyes still fixed on the road 

'Every time i try to talk , you shut me out '. Still looking out avoiding eye contact with him .

'Well only if it's related to your family and how i was forced to marry an ugly girl with a big mouth ' .  He chuckled .

Oh god I  hate him . 'At least i don't physically hurt people .' I blurted out , without even thinking I shouldn't have said that . 

I.. umm i didn't mean ... 'yeah i get that' he sighed .

He turned the radio on and we were back to being quiet listening to Imagine dragons . Though the air between us was tense but i was enjoying the music . 'I shouldn't have said that to him , but he called me ugly.. well i don't care if he called me that or maybe i do , i thought to myself while shifting uncomfortably on the seat . I just want to know everything , why did my dad sold me to him . Why am i here , and will i be able to meet everyone again or not . Why is it so difficult for him to tell me all this , or is he just trying to torture me more with it , and why am i even feeling bad for him .  Everything seems so messed up ,and my head hurts trying to figure cleaning up the mess my life is in .

Musa's POV 

Every time i try to make things better all i do is ruin them . I was just trying to joke , maybe i need some advice on how to deal with such stubborn girls from someone . What a jerk i am for never dating anyone and ending up marrying a total stranger and then beating her up and calling her ugly . WOW.... I parked the car and went upstairs ignoring my so called wife i wasn't ready to marry . 

Her words were still fresh , but she was right i do physically hurt people . I'm the worst person alive , just like my father is . Every time i try to control my anger i fail miserably , i know she has a right to know everything that happened but i don't want to talk about it . It's useless to talk about something which she can't mend . I hate it when she cries , it reminds me of my mother sitting in the corner with blood dripping . I don't know what is happening to me , a part of me wants to bury her alive and get over it but the crazy part of me wants to keep her safe from everything . Though she's a bitch who thinks i'm a fucking bastard .

I sat on the bed with  my notes on the laptop pretending to read while i was lost in my own thoughts . She entered in the room and I couldn't help but stare . She was wearing something other than black today , maybe my mum got her new clothes to wear .

She was wearing simple pj's , her hair long and silky with a bright shade of brown , falling beautifully over her chest . Her skin milky white , eyes so bright hazel brown protected with long eyelashes . Straight nose , full lips  rosy pink in color , high cheekbones. She seemed an example of perfection right now . 

Oh my God what the fuck is happening to me  , am i actually stalking a girl ? , i looked away pretending as she looked hideous . The rest of the time i couldn't help but think about her , though i still hate her but i couldn't resist but think how beautiful her smile would be , which I've never seen in her stay here. 

Sarah's POV 

'He just can't stop being a prick ' . I cursed under my breath and  opened the door making my way up to my so called room now , where i have to sleep on the couch . 

'Hey darling it's good to see you and Musa are getting along now' ? I heard Musa's mom from behind and turned my face towards her with a smile . 

'Yeah i guess' , i replied thinking of how he nearly killed me a few hours from now . 

'You're such a pretty girl , every guy could wish for and look at you always wearing the same old shade of black , come with me I got some new clothes for you today ' she tells me excitedly trying to ignore the wound on my hand . 

The fact she got me clothes makes me wanna hug her because it's been a long time i'm wearing these clothes which came from i don't know where . I followed her in the hallway to her room . She handed me a bag with a dozen clothes and i couldn't help but hug her for her sweetness . She hugged me back and asked me to try the navy blue pj's she got me . 

I tried them , and it fits me perfectly , after a long time i actually liked the way i look . 

'Oh my dear you look lovely , Musa is going to love this i swear ' She winked making me uncomfortable , I gave her a smile and headed towards my room . 

'I don't care if Musa loves it or not , i mean we hate each other , he's a jerk . I opened the door trying to avoid any kind of eye contact with the moody jerk who was busy on his laptop . I could feel his eyes on me , i turned around to get a pillow when he looked at me disgustedly , and fixed his eyes on the laptop .

'Yeah right Musa's going to love it , he thinks i'm an ugly bitch with a big mouth ' . I whispered under my breath and prepared myself to sleep . At least the soft pj's will make my sleep on the couch bearable . 

'Stop ' i screamed . 'Where are you guys taking me?' , i cried with pain . 

 They carried me into the basement, my feet dragging against every step it took to get to the ground floor.   They chained me to the wall and stared down my whole body with an evil grim on their face . One of the men laid his hands on my neck and squeezed to give me a choke , he flipped me over struggling i screamed , stop...

Musa's POV

3:30 am but i have to get this shit done , i sighed . While going through the notes my friend emailed me , i heard Sarah scream . She screamed with her whole body , so loud as if she's in pain continuously asking for help . 

I ran to her when i saw her on the floor screaming , i tried to wake her up when her limbs flex in shock , her heart pounding , sweating and panting , her eyes open and dart around the room when she burst into tears . I wrapped my arms around her comforting her and she hugged me back tightly , asking for help , and fell asleep . 

I carried her to the bed where she lied , with tears still wet on her cheeks . I couldn't help but curse myself for everything i put her into . 

 Hey guys i'm so sorry for the late update I've been really busy these days . PS don't forget to comment and vote if you like this chapter :)

love you all <3


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