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Musa's POV

'Hey babe let's go somewhere out today for dinner after college ' . Molly whispered in my ear leaning in closer .

' Not today i'm busy Molly , some other day maybe ? . '

'You're always busy Musa , you have no time for me for us ' . She said making that *so typical molly drama face again * .

I walked out of the cafeteria without arguing because honestly I wasn't in a mood to deal with her right now . All I had in my mind was Sarah . I thought dating someone would help me get Sarah off my mind but Fuck .. No I can't seem to get her off my mind .

The way her lips felt on mine , the way she get so high when I kiss her is all I miss so much . Dating Molly was a bad idea Mahad warned me about it but I thought it was the only way to keep Sarah out of my mind .

'What if I don't wanna leave ' . What did she mean by that , does she want to stay with me ? . why do I have to be a jerk and push her away . Maybe she just wants to be with me because she has nowhere else to go now .

I can't torture her more with what I want , I need to try pushing her away . This is the only way she can be happy .With me all she can get is sorrow .

But maybe everything is going to workout , maybe she's in love with me , maybe she wants to stay with me forever . But...maybe is only an assumption .

' Musa I won't be needing a ride home today , I'm going to study at a friend's place . ' I heard Sarah from behind me while I made my way through the cafeteria into the hallway .

' Umm friends place ? ' . I asked surprised raising an eyebrow .

' Yeah a friend he'll probably help me with the research paper we have to work on it together .' She said looking directly into my eyes .

Damn..those eyes , Why is she so pretty ? . This was the first time she ever looked me straight into my eyes and I could see how beautiful her eyes were .

'So..umm I just had to inform you since I have no phone . ' She said pulling me back from my thoughts .

Wait..he..what guy ? ..she's gonna study with some fucking guy alone ? ...like hell no . That bastard probably only wants to hit on my girl .

'Which friend ? , I mean i'll pick you up from there when you get free ' . I said trying to sound cool and not bothered though i wanna just stop her from going .

'I'm going at Tyler's place , he's going to drop me off once we're done with studying ' .

Is she kidding me...Tyler that womanizer , she's going to go and study with that fucking idiot who tries to get every girl in his bed . There's noway she's going there ..

'Umm okayy , let me know if you need me to pick you up ' . I said holding back what I was dying to say .

'Sure bye ' . She went without even waiting for my reply , I could feel the cold atitude she was giving me .

I sighed and went home early missing the last class today . I couldn't help but think what Sarah and tyler would be doing right now . I knew Sarah but I don't trust that jerk . He must be trying his ass off to impress her some way. .

I think I should go and get her it's 8 pm , it's almost MIDNIGHT...well yeah whatever . Twenty minutes later I parked my car infront of his door and rang the door bell .

'Hey buddy what's up ' . Tyler greeted me with a small smile on his face .

'Hey where's Sarah , tell her I'm here to pick her up ' . I shrugged coldly .

He opened his mouth to say something when Sarah appeared from behind almost surprised to see me here .

'Tyler was going to drop me now , you
Didn't have to come all the way here. " . Sarah said with a guilt on her face .

'Let's get going ' . I said and walked towards the car .

She greeted Tyler goodbye and followed me to the car .

'Why did you come to pick me ? '. He would have dropped me off Musa . She said after a long silence between us .

'It was late and I don't trust that jerk ' .

'He's not a jerk and he's a sweet guy ' .

'Sweet guy ? , what do you even know about him Sarah . '

'He's a womanizer disguised as a sweet guy what girls think of him , you should stay away ' .

' Well you're a cruel kidnapper disguised as a *very humble doctor* ' . She blurted out with disgust.

'Seriously Sarah ? , What the actual fuck' . I raised my voice feeling hurt of what she thinks of me .

'Don't tell me what to do '. She said while going upstairs .

'Oh you'll have to do what I say ' . I stopped her by grabbing her wrist tightly .

'Don't touch me , you're an asshole . '

Sarah's POV

'What if I don't stop touching you ' . He said leaning in closer making the gap between us dissapear .

'Get back Musa..now ' . I said sounding stern trying to push him back .

'No' . He said while pressing against me his hot alcoholic breath fanned over my neck making me tremble .

Wait..he's drunk . He probably won't even remember what he's doing now.

'You're drunk Musa , stay away ' .

He refused to listen to anything I said .

'I really like you ' . He said while planting a kiss on my neck .

'Musa let me go ' , trying to push him away he leaned in closer . 'No' . He said .

'Don't push me away please , why do you always have to snub me off ' . He came so close to me that I could feel his breath all over me . I could hardly breath .

'You know , you're the prettiest girl I've ever seen ' . He said leaving a trail of soft kisses on my jaw and I shivered .

He's just drunk...breathe Sarah breathe..he won't even remember anything he's saying right now .

'Musa let go ' .

'No' . He said again continuing his slow assualt moving down from my neck to my collar bone .

'Musa please just let me go ' . I said pushing away , this time harder .

He stared at me and I looked away .
'Sarah' . He pulled my chin up gently
With his fingers.

' I really love you ' . He whispered gently pressing his lips on my cheeks giving me a small kiss and walked towards the bed .

' I really love you ' . Is all that kept playing in my mind .Does he really love me or was it the Alcohol speaking . What if he doesn't remember any of this in the morning , we'll be back to being strangers who almost made out the other night . I sighed still confused , flushed of where this is going .

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