My biggest fear is waking up one day hating the person whose reflection i see staring back at me in the mirror.
Im afraid of the playful winks and smiles turning into glares filled with hatred and loathe.
Im afraid my inner demons will conquer my body,
And im afraid id let them to do so willingly.
Im afraid of becoming something i believe i am not.
Im afraid of the definate darkness i would get consumed by .
Im afraid that there would be no light at the end of my tunnel.
I'm afraid that one day care would change to indifference.
Im afraid of being alone, of being forgotten, of the darkness of lonliness.
Im afraid of losing myself to the darkness.
Im afraid of the destruction id cause to my loved ones.
im afraid that i will not be able to resolve the damage id cause.
Im afraid of the person i will become if i let go.
And I'm afraid that that person is who i am and will forever be seen as...
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Lyrical Lady
PoetryThese are poems written by me in my various phases of life. I've decided to share it with the world. Give it a try, you might actually enjoy it...
