Heart's Desire | #WATTYS2017

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July 16,2014
Tavena
"The strongest people find the courage and caring to help others, even if they are going through their own storm."

[Recap:] I've been thinking about so much things lately that I just wish would get better.

Zenaida was still pretty upset about the whole Chris situation and I get why she would be upset because she was really feeling him and he just tossed her to the curb like she was some piece of trash.

"You want some break-fast?" I asked, trying to get her to get up from the couch.

"I already ate," She pulled the covers over her head.

"Naida you did not eat," I stated. "You probably ate yesterday but that was a whole other day."

"I'm just not hungry," She groaned. "I just want to sleep and forget about things."

"That's not how you forget things," I sat down next to her. "It may help for a little while but it's not going to help you get over things. Not eating is just going to make you sick and I'm telling you this from experience." I rubbed her back.

"I wish I never gave up my virginity to him," She sat up. "What the hell was I thinking?"

I couldn't say anything.

I was just lost for words.

"You probably think I'm stupid for doing that."

"I don't think you're stupid," I answered. "Everybody make choices that they regret making."

"I'm officially done with everything," Zenaida whined. "I'm going back to sleep."

"I'll be back later to check up on you Naida," I kissed her cheek. "I have to handle some business."

She just waved her hand and closed her eyes.

I honestly didn't know what to tell Zenaida anymore.

•••• 
August

I walked downstairs to see Chris knocked out on the couch but still no Loyalty.

I went into the kitchen, searching through the cabinets to find a pan so I could cook up some bacon.

"Damn," Chris groaned. "Why you have to make so much damn noise. You see I'm trying to sleep."

"You in ma' damn house," I stated. "How you about ta' tell me ta' stop making noise."

Chris stretched before making his way into the kitchen.

"I'll take some bacon," Chris took a seat.

"I'll leave the bacon out for you."

"That's messed up," Chris stood there like he was heart-broken. "How could you do your big brother like that man?"

"Shut da hell up," I laughed.

I pulled the bacon out of the fridge,"You heard from Loyalty?"