Wait! Will Tom miss me? Will I miss him? Of course I'll miss him but he won't miss me...
I started to pack my stuff when I came across an old picture. It was a picture of me and Tom, on our first date. I look so happy, he looks so happy, we look so happy. How I really want to go back to my old and happy self and tell him not to fall over his looks. How I want to go back and tell him to wait for the right person. HOW I WANT TO GO BACK AND TELL HIM TO JUST AWAY FROM TOM!
I didn't know what to pack so I packed a few clothes and shoes and some objects that have memories behind them, and obviously I have to take my make up in case anyone sees my bruised face. I've almost finished packing when I went to the bathroom and went in the cupboards and saw my box containing my emotional pain relievers, in other words.... my razors. Do I take them? Would I need them? I think I'll need them.... I'm too week without them. I packed them and grabbed some money and headed down stairs. Am I doing the right thing? What is the right thing? AAAAAA this is why I need Tom, so he can do all the thinking for me! Fuck it I'm going......
*time skip *
Where do I go? Do I have a place to go? Am I homeless now?! I was walking down town where I saw a comfortable bench. I sat down there for a bit when a small but warming voice said to me " is it alright if I sit here?" "Umm..sure?" I said in a confused voice. Why does he want to sit here? Next to me ? Who would ever want to sit next to me? He probably doesn't know who I am. I moved up a bit and let him sit down. Do I say something? What do I do? Why am I so awkward?
Okay ..okay ...okay just say hi. "ummm..." SHIT I CANT EVEN SPEAK!! Then out of no where the strange man said to me "hi". SHIT "ummm.... h-hi?" I said to him in a shaky voice. I haven't had a proper conversation with someone for ages! "so what are you doing out here so late?". " I'm just having a walk". Shit ... will he believe me! Please believe me. "Oh okay, me too." He sad in a sad voice. "Oh.... I'd rather be inside then out here in the cold". SHIT NOW HE'LL ASK ME TO GO HOME!!GOOD ONE DAN! " why don't you?" He said in a confused voice. "Well I kinda don't have a home to go to." "What?" He said worried and confused manor. " yeah... I kinda just ran away...." I started to breath heavily. Why am I breathing heavily? Oh shit... I'm having a panic attack! What over? I tried to be quiet and breath normally but I couldn't. Why can I just be normal? Okay I can try to be normal. Breath Dan ,breath! "Are you okay ? Hello?" Said the person next to me in a unclear voice. Shit he now knows I'm weird! Wait! I can see his mouth moving but no words are coming out! Shit I'm going to faint!
*Everything's gone black*
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Unlovable love (phan)
FanfictionDan has finally left his abusive relationship with tom. He was homeless for a bit and then he met Phil. But will dan tell Phil about tom ? How will Phil find out? How does Phil react with all his emotions? (Please looks in the comments if something...
