Dans POV
I woke up with the sun blinding me and the birds making a stupid song when they chirp. I flinched as I felt an arm around my waist and my breathing started to quicken. Is meeting Phil and running away from Tom all just a dream. Then I realised that I'm in Phil's room with him. My breathing became more calmer and relaxed.
Phil's POV
I woke up with Dan breathing heavily and freaking out. Shit what do I do? I just froze and watched him. Then all of the sudden he stopped panicking and calmed down. "Dan are you okay?" I asked in a calm voice. And he responded with "Yh in fine just thought you were Tom and I freaked out...". "Oh.... well he's not here, and your safe your with me". I said trying to make him feel safer.
"Do you want to get pancakes?" I asked Dan, hoping he will say yes. "I'm not hungry..". He needs to eat how do I make him eat? Well I could say we are going to have a drink but then order food and try to persuade him? "Ummm... well if your not hungry we can get a drink of me something from Starbucks? "
Dans POV
Shit he wants me to drink now! Well one drink won't make me that fat and at least he's giving up the idea of having something to eat. "O-okay then". God I hate myself.
We got ready and headed out to Starbucks but the whole way there he was holding my waist. I was fine with it and everything but it just felt so awkward because no-one has done that for ages. It kinda feels nice and I feel safe and protected. "You go and find us a place to sit and I'll order our drinks, what do u want?" Phil said smiling. What's that least sugary thing here? CUP OF TEA! " Can I have a cup of tea with no sugar, please?" I said looking at the menu. " Just a cup of tea?" Phil said sad. "Yh" I sad trying to end that conversation. " ohhh...okay". Phil said walking away.
I watched him walk off and order out drinks, whys he taking so long it's just drinks, isn't it? Oh I swear to god if Phil orders me anything, well I can't have a go at him because he's only caring. Why do I feel like everyone is staring at me? Omg this crowd it's to big! Imma gave a panic attack. Omg omg okay okay .....right calm down.... I CANT DO THIS! SHIT PHILS COMING BACK!
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Unlovable love (phan)
FanfictionDan has finally left his abusive relationship with tom. He was homeless for a bit and then he met Phil. But will dan tell Phil about tom ? How will Phil find out? How does Phil react with all his emotions? (Please looks in the comments if something...
