Dans POV
Oh my god I have to get out of here! I ran past Phil and out of Starbucks. As I ran past Phil you could see the confusion on his face. "DAN?! WHERE ARE YOU GOING?" I could hear Phil shout. But I ignored him and ran through the doors. I ran into the ally next to Starbucks, and I slid down the wall. I just sat there crying for ages.
What the fuck is wrong with me?! I can't even be in a big crowd with out looking like a retard! Then I heard Phil say my name in a soft voice. "Dan....". He walked up to me like he was out of breath. He looks like he has been crying himself. "I've been looking for you for ages....". He said trying to catch his breath. I just stare at him. He sits down next to me and hugs me. "I was so worried about you ". He said and he then pulls away. I just look down. "Dan....why did you run away?" I didn't respond. "You don't have to answer it ,if you don't want to". I'm still looking at the ground in silence. I don't want to tell Phil that I'm weird and that I have panic attacks when I'm in big crowds! He might not like me any more.....
After a few minutes of awkward silence Phil said "Why don't we go home ,yeah?" I nodded and Phil helped me up. When I stood up he looked at my face and whipped my tears away. Then he grabbed my waist and we slowly walked home. Even though I look like I lost puppy I feel so safe with Phil. Well at least one good thing came out of this whole situation..... I didn't have to eat.
We got to Phil's place and we went to the living room." Why don't we have a cup of tea here instead?" Phil said walking into to kitchen. Shit I jinxed my self! I sighed and said yes to him. Phil walked back out and said " do you want to same as you wanted in Starbucks?" I nodded and he said okay.
He came out of the kitchen with two cups of tea and he handed me one. I said thanks and we sat on the couch together. "Soooo.... do you wanna speak about what happened In Starbucks?" Shit I'll have to tell him now or I'll look like I'm just ignoring him and that I don't want him to be my friend! And right now I really need a friend.
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Unlovable love (phan)
FanfictionDan has finally left his abusive relationship with tom. He was homeless for a bit and then he met Phil. But will dan tell Phil about tom ? How will Phil find out? How does Phil react with all his emotions? (Please looks in the comments if something...
