THE FIRST STEPS OF OUR NEW LIFE

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Dans POV
I feel like I'm finally getting my life back, I've got a new job, I've moved away from Tom and I've met Phil. I'm so happy i met Phil. I can't believe how nice Phil is being to me, I don't deserve it.
Phil🦁: I'll be there in 10 mins
Dan 🖤: okay thanks

Phil's POV
Right now I'm waiting for Dan, I'm so happy for him, but I hope he doesn't have a panic attack or anything. Oh!there is is now!

"Hey Dan, how was your first day?" I said hoping for a good response. "It was great, I met loads of new people!" He said smiling. "That's good to hear, wanna go home now?". "Sure, sounds good".

Then we headed on and went to the living room. Then we sat down and started to watch T.V and we were eating, Dan easing eating a lot but once in a while he'll pick at his food or actually have a full bite of it. I got up and asked him if he wants to go to bed and he just moaned and said he couldn't be bothered. "If you don't come I guess I'll have to make you". I said laughing. But with that said his faced dropped and he looked like he was gunna cry.

Dans POV
Oh no Phil's gunna hurt me! I should of followed his orders first time around. Then Phil came up to me and stated to tickle me. At first I flinched but then I started to laugh because it was ticklish. This was the first time of me laughing with out faking it. "Okay...okay I give! I give!" I said through my laughs. He helped me up and we went to his room. "Are you okay with you and me sleeping together in the same bed? I just don't want you to have a nightmare again and me not be there..." Phil said looking at the floor. Wait is he blushing?! I've never had anyone blush because of me before. What do I do? I feel so awkward. "Uhh.. Yh I'm fine with it I guess, thanks". I said staring at him. "For what?" He said confused. " well.. I was meaning letting me sleep in your bed but also everything... I mean you brought me to your house when I fainted... you stayed with me when I was having a panic attack... you didn't judge me and you haven't hit me". I didn't mean to say that last one! I stayed there quiet waiting him to ask if I was hit them he'll laugh, probably hurt me and leave me.

Phil's POV
Omg I can't believe that he thinks that I'll ever hit him! I would never hit anyone, especially someone this precious. I hate how people can slowly chip away at someone's confidence and they are left broken while they are just carrying on with their lives and not caring about them! They are technically taking away their life's off them! " Omg dan... I would never...ever... hurt you, no matter what. What Tom did to you was horrible and he should be locked away. If you want and if your comfortable with it we can try to send Tom to prison,okay? I know that means that you've got to tell people what happened and you've got to see Tom again but I'll be right by your side the whole entire time. Tom will not be allowed to touch you at all okay? How does that sound?" I said all calmly so I don't sound I'm pressuring him of anything. He stared at the floor for a bit and nodded. "I'll do it, but only if your next to me". He's so strong. "Of course ill be next to you and you so brave to do this. Well call the police tomorrow okay? But just remember that you can back out at any time you want". I said holding his shoulders.

Dan nodded and I pulled him in for a hug. Then I whispered in his ear that he's so brave and strong and we'll get through this together. "Lets go bed Yh? How does that sound?" I said hoping he'll say yes because I'm really tired. " Yh that sounds good". He said with a faint smile. We got to our... i mean my... bed and went straight to the bed but he got a shower.

Dans POV
I got a shower and I felt like a big weight was lifted off of me. I was washing my arm and I looked at all my cuts, some are fading but some were still really red. But I'm proud of my self because ever since Phil found out about them I've had an urge not to cut? I don't how to describe it...

I got out and I looked it the mirror with the towel over me. Usually I'll look at my self and think... fat. But this time it was different I didn't feel too fat and I eat and everything?! I still have bruises over me but there fading too, and I'm use of seeing bruises everywhere. I smiled to myself and went to Phil's? Our? I'm gunna say Phil's... Phil's bedroom to grab my stuff, completely forgetting about my cuts and bruises. I walk I'm and Phil turned away from his Phone. "Here's your clothesss... OMG". He said pointing at my clothes but now dropping his arm and opening his mouth. "Dan? I don't know you had that many bruises?" He said sadly. " Yh... sorry". I said looking down while grabbing my clothes. "You don't need to sorry about anything, none of this is your fault... well at least your cuts are clearing up I guess". He says trying to cheer me up but I think mentally himself. "Yh I guess."I said smiling.

I got changed and we went to bed. It got kinda cold during the night but Phil was spooning me so I didn't care.

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