Falling In Love

Chapter 34

Melissa's POV:

"Hey Lu..." Is all I can say before my jaw drops. "What the hell!?" I yell. Luke looks up at me with hurt in his eyes. I run to him and comfort him. "Luke why would you do this to yourself?" I ask looking at the fresh cuts on his wrists. "I thought I did something wrong and made you run away." Luke says. "Luke it wasn't you, it was...." I say. "Who? Who was it?" Luke asks. "Andrew made me run out." I say. "Why?" Luke asks. "That's not what I'm worried about right now, you just cut and you're never doing it ever again. Now lets clean this up." I say as I help Luke up. "Ok babe." He says as we walk into the bathroom and I clean his wrist and put a bandage around it. After I put the bandage on we walked downstairs. We see the boys and they looked worried. "Luke what were you doing?" Ashton asks. "He was being a dumbass and cutting. WHICH HE'S NEVER DOING EVER AGAIN!" I say. "Luke don't." Ashton says. "I won't I made a promise." Luke says as he smiles and kisses me. I tense up and pull away. I look at Luke and he looks upset. I just turn my head to the ground. I'm getting really pissed at myself. "Mel what's wrong?" Andrew asks causing everyone to look at me. "Don't act like you don't know." I snap. "But I don't know!" Andrew says. "Andrew..." I say. "Melissa.." Andrew says. "You do fucking know and don't act like you don't!" I say. "BUT I DON'T!" Andrew yells. "YOU FUCKING KISSED ME! AND I KISSED BACK ANDREW! YOU KNOW I'M DATING LUKE AND YOU KNOW I LOVE HIM!" I yell. I then look at Luke. His jaw is dropped. "Luke I..." I say before I get cut off. "Save it bitch." Luke says. "Excuse me." I say. "I said SAVE IT BITCH! YOU'RE ONLY USING ME FOR MY FAME! YOU'RE, YOU'RE A WHORE! A STUPID BLONDE ATTENTION WHORE!" Luke says before shoving me. I start to cry. Then a few seconds later I see Luke's eyes soften and he looks into mine. I'm terrified of Luke right now, so when Luke tries to come closer I scoot away. "Babe, I didn't mean it." Luke says. "If you didn't mean it, then why'd you say it?" I ask. "I don't know." Luke says. "I can't. I can't take I don't know for an answer. I can't believe you said that. I can't believe I loved you." I say regretting the last part. "What?" Luke asks. "Nothing I just can't believe I'm saying this but: I WANT TO KILL MYSELF!" I say before getting up and running to my room. The boys follow and start to bang on my door. I ignore them and take out my blade and pills. I cut and overdose. I then stumble to the door and unlock it. The boys run in instantly and see me on the floor looking pale and half alive. "Melissa stay with me!" Luke says. "Dude we need to take her to the hospital right now." Calum says as he picks up the pill bottle. "Holy shit start the car." Is the last thing I heard before blacking out.....