One Direction Imagines/Preferences

More Than This

Haven't done a Niall imagine in ages!!! Actually I haven't done anything in ages :P Oops!! Sorry :D 

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*Niall’s POV* 

I love her. Too much. But she doesn’t love me. She’s in love with her boyfriend and it kills me every day. I’ve fallen so hard and fast for her but she only sees me as a friend. She knows how I feel and she pities me because she doesn’t love me back. 

I’m always here for her when her boyfriend cheats on her or scares her or if they get in a fight. I’m always the one picking up the pieces of the broken girl he leaves behind. She should leave him but she’s so in love with him she can’t see it. 

At the moment she’s living with me and I can’t stand it. To have her so close to me and for me not to be able to have her be mine. I love her so much. I love it when she steals my snapbacks when the wind starts blowing her hair when we’re out, or when she wears my hoodies when she’s cold. Or when she steals my shirts to sleep in. She looks really cute in my clothes. 

I love coming home to smell food being cooked by her, or when she falls asleep in my arms when we’re watching a movie. 

I was sitting at home strumming my guitar in the lounge room downstairs when Y/N came home. She burst through the door in tears and she ran upstairs. I heard her bedroom door slam and I knew something was wrong. She was supposed to be at her boyfriend’s house tonight but now she was home. 

I went to the kitchen, grabbed a block of chocolate, some toffee and I made her a hot chocolate. I got to her room and she was laying on the bed, crying into her pillow. I put the hot chocolate and the candy on the bedside table and slid under the covers next to her. I slinked my arms around her and pulled her into my lap, her legs out to one side. I just held her tightly as she cried into my neck, her hands covering her face. 

“What happened love?” I whispered in her ear as she started to calm down. 

She slowly pulled back from neck and uncovered her face making me gasp in shock. She had a black eye, a big red mark on her left cheek and cuts on her face. 

“Did he do this to you? Did he hit you?” I demanded to know. 

“He... he was drunk... and angry... and I... I walked in and he didn’t like me wearing your hoodie and he got mad and started saying all these horrible things about you and I couldn’t stand it so I defended you but he just... lost it,” she uttered. I looked down and saw she was wearing my Jack Wills hoodie. She looked so cute in it. She was wearing my hoodie and a pair of leggings, her converse on the floor. 

“Babe why didn’t you call me?” I asked her. 

“I left my phone at his house after I ran out. I was too scared to grab it I just... ran.” 

“Well I’m glad you did. He’s just a jerk if he’s going to hurt you. No guy should ever lay a hand on you. On any woman,” I told her. “I’d never hurt you, you know that right?” 

“I know... I know Niall...” she said, resting her head in the crook of my neck. “I wish more guys were like you. Caring, loving, sweet... I thought John was like that and look at what he’s done...” she wept. 

“He’s never going to touch you again ok? Forget him. Forget the fucking bastard,” I hissed angrily. 

“Niall please don’t do anything...” she pleaded. 

“Why shouldn’t I? You don’t deserve this. In the few months that I’ve known you he’s done nothing but rip you to shreds. You deserve so much better.” 

“What if I don’t? I mean... I love him Niall. So much.” 

“Still? After everything he’s done to you, you still love him?” 

“Yes...” 

“Why?” I asked her. 

“Niall... he’s my boyfriend. I just do.” 

“Y/N he doesn’t deserve you. He doesn’t.” 

“Niall... I don’t know. Why can’t the world just work itself out. I don’t wanna go back to him, but I love him. But how am I supposed to trust him if he’s done this?” she said with a yawn, cuddling closer to me. 

“Just go to sleep love,” I whispered in her ear. 

“Mhmmm...” she mumbled sleepily into my chest. She started dozing off and I leant over and turned off her lamp making the room go dark. She lightly pushed my chest and I got the hint and laid down, her staying where she was, cuddled up to me. 

“If I’m louder 

Would you see me 

Would you lay down 

In my arms and rescue me 

Cause we are 

The same 

You save me 

But when you leave it’s gone again 

And then I see you on the street 

In his arms, I get weak 

My body fails I’m on my knees 

Praying 

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight 

It just won’t feel right 

Cause I can love you more than this 

When he lays you down I might just die inside 

It just don’t feel right 

Cause I can love you more than this 

I’ve never had the words to say 

But now I’m asking you to stay 

For a little while inside my arms 

And as you close your eyes tonight 

I pray that you will see the light 

That’s shining from the skies above they say 

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight 

It just won’t feel right 

Cause I can love you more than this 

When he lays you down I might just die inside 

It just don’t feel right 

Cause I can love you more than this 

Love you more than this...” 

I sang to her to get her to fall asleep, meaning every word I sang. I thought she was asleep but she lifted her head up and looked into my eyes. She pushed my hair back and her fingers through my blonde locks. 

She leant forward and her lips touched mine before interlocking with mine in a passionate kiss. I put my hand on the back of her neck and continued with the amazing kiss. When we pulled back she rested my forehead on mine. 

“I love you Y/N,” I whispered against her lips. 

“Is it bad if I say I love you too?” 

My heart skipped a beat as she said that. 

“No...” I uttered. 

“Good. Because I love you too.” 

“Really?” I checked. 

“Yes.” 

She looked up into my eyes as she said that and she kissed me again. We fell asleep in her bed that night, cuddled up even closer than before.