Lost and Insecure

Chapter 2

I pressed myself deeper into the corner; hopefully no one will see me shivering. I looked at Beta, he was looking through the room, I assumed for me. Alpha was saying something, but I didn't know what he was saying, my mind was racing. Beta's eyes fell on me; I looked up and melted in his gaze. I couldn't let them see, so I ran out the front door and shifted. A blizzard had started in the last hour, the sky was dark and snow was blowing everywhere. The snow was deeper than I was tall. It was extremely difficult to wade through. I heard heavy foot steps behind me, I looked back and saw Kira's big black wolf coming after me. The snow wasn't affecting her at all, but then again she's more than twice my size.

"Come here you Chihuahua." She said, quickly catching up with me.

I tried to miss her jaws as she lowered her head to grab my scruff, but I wasn't fast enough. She dragged me out of the snow and carried me back to the porch. She shifted then kicked me until I shifted, then grabbed my arm and dragged me inside. The whole pack was silent and staring at me. I was soaking wet, while Kira was almost untouched by the snow. She shoved me next to Alpha, "I'll deal with you in a minute." He said.

I turned my head and looked at the floor.

"Kira, take Beta to his suite, and the rest of you go to your rooms. I have an Omega to deal with." He said with an angry growl.

I'm glad I was wet from the snow, now they would assume I was shivering because I was cold, not because I had just found my mate.

"Come with me." Kira said to Beta leading him to the stairs, he looked back at me for a moment before he followed Kira.

After a minute or two the whole pack had gone to their rooms. I was left alone with Alpha.

"You left without permission. Do you remember the whip? Because it missed you." He said grabbing my arm tightly and dragged me to the basement. He opened the cellar door at the corner by the stairs and pushed me inside and down the cellar steps, he then locked the door behind him. He switched on the light; there was still blood on the floor from my last beating.

He grabbed the chains attached to each wall and chained my arms up. Hepushed down hard on my shoulders till I was kneeling. Then he lifted the back of my shirt and pulled it over my head so my back was exposed. I heard him crack the whip a few times behind me. I winced at the sound.

"Now you get ten lashes for running off without permission and five because there's still blood on the floor and I told you to clean the whole building." He said cracking the whip once more behind me.

I felt the sting of the whip on my back like the sting of a thousand bees; I whimpered quietly so he couldn't hear. The whip hit my back a second time with a burning fire, the pain was overwhelming. My eyes started getting fuzzy, and I felt light-headed. After the sixth lash I blacked out.

I woke freezing, I was in the snow in front of the pack house. Alpha must have tossed me out when the beating was over. My back was on fire, but the cold helped to numb it a bit. I slowly trudged through the snow to my cabin on the hill almost two miles away.

When I got there I saw that my door was half buried with the freshly fallen snow, I collapsed onto my knees and slowly dug out my door with my frozen fingers. I turned the handle and fell on the door. I picked myself off the kitchen floor and shut the door. I slowly stumbled into my room. My shirt was stuck to my back, I started to peel it off but the pain was so bad I passed out and landed on the floor.

I was awoken by someone gently shaking me, I opened my eyes, it was Beta.

"Beta!" I squealed sitting up quickly, causing extreme pain on my back. I winced loudly.